i dont know if anyone will remember me but i was a members a few years ago
The reason i left was that my mother isnt happy about me being Muslim because of her ignorance and the fact she wants to control
everyone and i didnt cope so well with prayers and keeping up with them sorry
, The reason i have been letting my mother get away with this is that i dont have a back bone to stand up to her
my mother is self centered racist and no a nice person at all but she is my mother we hardly see her anymore and we rarely go down there
during all the years av been away i havent been praying and i havent been wearing the hajab
Am taking one step at a time
My mental health has been bad i have OCD and i hear voices and see things
Av asked him over and over he said he dont want to do it
i mustn't be worth it
my step dad is dead cause he killed himself my mother dont understand and think that am attaetion seeking
my sister cant look after her self never mind me
unsure if me posting after posting is ok or not
sorry if i break rules
last night me and my husband had a fight over this he still saying he will not change his mind
i was going to hang myself but my husband walked in on me putting robes tie on the wardrobe
my husband is upset
I CANT MAKE HIM DO IT
he made his choice
we will not talk about it again
unsure if me posting after posting is ok or not
sorry if i break rules
last night me and my husband had a fight over this he still saying he will not change his mind
i was going to hang myself but my husband walked in on me putting robes tie on the wardrobe
my husband is upset
I CANT MAKE HIM DO IT
he made his choice
we will not talk about it again
Asalamualykum sis,
Of course you can post after your post as long as you are not spamming.
When you are a full member you also have the option of 'editing' your posts insha Allah.
Please check your PM insha Allah.
“There is no-one who is afflicted by distress and grief, and says:
‘Allaahumma inni ‘abduka ibn ‘abdika ibn amatija naasyati bi yadika, maada fiyya hukmuka, ‘adlun fiyya qadaa’uka. As’aluka bi kulli ismin huwa laka sammayta bihi nafsaka aw anzaltahu fi kitaabika aw ‘allamtahu ahadan min khalqika aw ista’tharta bihi fi ‘ilm il-ghayb ‘indaka an taj’al al-Qur’aana rabee’ qalbi wa noor sadri wa jalaa’ huzni wa dhihaab hammi
(O Allaah, I am Your slave, son of Your slave, son of Your maidservant; my forelock is in Your hand, Your command over me is forever executed and Your decree over me is just. I ask You by every name belonging to You which You have named Yourself with, or revealed in Your Book, or You taught to any of Your creation, or You have preserved in the knowledge of the Unseen with You, that You make the Qur’aan the life of my heart and the light of my breast, and a departure for my sorrow and a release for my anxiety),’
but Allaah will take away his distress and grief, and replace it with joy.”
He was asked: “O Messenger of Allaah, should we learn this?”
He said: “Of course; everyone who hears it should learn it.” (Classed as saheeh by al-Albaani in al-Silsilah al-Saheehah, 199)
May Allah swt protect you and your husband & family from harm Ameen.
Pain and hardships allow you to grow spiritually Alhamdulilah so smile when a so called calamity befalls upon you.
Alhamdulilah Allah swt is the greatest.
Thank you for replying to me and pming me
am feeling a bit better i have been keeping myself busy with my nieces and my sister my sister is supportive of me being Muslim
She says if my mother dont like it well its too bad ...one of my nieces said the same as well
My nieces daughter father is Muslim my niece christian but there not together or married she a beautiful little girl
she been ill with a chest infection but she only a baby when my niece is visiting she always smiling and happy
she an angel my sister is a granny and am a great aunt
My yonger nieces are staying over for the night
there watching tv Disney channel
its really annoying and loud
i just put my head phones on and listen to nasheeds and the Qu'ran
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