Please help me I want to kill myself :(

Wa `Alaykumus Salaam wa Rahmatullaahi wa Barakaatuh.

May Allaah Ta`aalaa grant you complete Shifaa (Cure), Aameen.

Respected sister,

Try to work on strengthening your connection with Allaah Ta`aalaa. The stronger your connection with Allaah Ta`aalaa becomes, the happier you'll be, the calmer you'll be. Those who are closest to Allaah Ta`aalaa live the happiest lives.

Tahajjud (Qiyaam-ul-Layl) is a very important act of worship and it is made at a very blessed time (the last third of the night). This is because, Du`aas are especially answered during the last third of the night. So make Tahajjud at that time, and beg from Allaah Ta`aalaa earnestly to cure you from all your illnesses, to grant you relief from all the difficulties you're facing, and to grant you complete happiness, peace and tranquility.

In addition to that, recite more Qur'aan, and try to make as much Dhikr as you can. The more Dhikr of Allaah you make, the more focused your mind will become, and the more all bad thoughts, feelings, impulses, etc. will start to leave.

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With regards to the issue of marriage:

Don't let anyone (neither yourself nor anyone else) ever let you believe that you are not attractive. Beauty is entirely relative; what is beautiful for one person is not beautiful to another. There are men in the Dunyaa who would consider you to be very beautiful and would want to marry you. To them, you would be perfect and all that they want. Don't worry about not finding someone. Make Du`aa, and Allaah Ta`aalaa will bring such a man into your life, for you to marry.

Relax and entrust your affairs to Allaah Ta`aalaa. He is Sufficient for all of us.

May Allaah Ta`aalaa grant you a good and pious husband, and a wonderful life (in the Dunyaa and the Aakhirah), Aameen.

Was-Salaam.

Assalaamo alaikum wa rahmatullah

Ma-sha-Allah, your answers to each sister and brother are so much wise ad beautiful!!! I wonder, how can you say that you are suffering from mental illness???

You can also see that how many other good people are suffering from similar symptoms. The reason is the present circumstances and sensitive minds. Good people always have very sensitive minds. You must pray 5-times aday regularly and try to understand the Holy Quraan. Insha-Allah you will find so much satisfaction that you will no more need the pills. You must be very careful about the pills because such pills do have suicidal tendencies. So you must try to become closer and closer to Allah by obligatory prayers, understanding and following the Holy Quraan and doing lot of dhikar (remembrance of Allah). Allah will help you get all of your necessities. Always pray to Allah to protect you and us all from Hell, aameen.

try to memorise this.

Scimi

Greetings and peace be with you anonymous;

I am very sorry to bother you again but now I feel even worse. Nothing changes please help me. I feel like my life is falling apart....:'

Nothing changes, because you do not seem to be making changes. You and only you have to do something different.

Voluntary work is just so powerful, try and help a local group of people in need, the homeless, disabled, elderly, sick or even if there are groups that help people with similar problems to yourself. Ask at your local mosque. As you volunteer, over time people start to thank you, they appreciate your help, When people thank you, then you will start to feel better about yourself.

I help homeless people, one man I met said, every night when I find somewhere to sleep, I think of all the things I need to thank God for, it helps me find peace.

One homeless man said, I have no worries, God loves me.

We helped an elderly homeless lady with some food and drink one night, she said, can I pray for you.

These people carry their home in a bag, yet when you take the risk to be with them, they can also teach us profound lessons in life.

You sound as if you want to be a kind and caring person, so you need to find ways to be kind and caring. Voluntary work can bring you into contact with lots of other kind and caring volunteers. When you try and help others in need, you also help yourself.

Pray for your community to be a kind and caring place to live in, but when you pray for kindness, you also have to be a part of the solution, and do something.

May you and your family be blessed and become a blessing to others.

Eric