i want to make everyone happy my mother and the rest of the family i want to make them proud of me but am so useless at things
i dont work due to mental health problems i have no children but i view my cats as my babies
av never acheved any thing in my life that is worth anything i got to help the rest of the family happy
so i can see the young family members i got to be good or i will not see them
I HAVE TO DO WHAT MY BIGOTED MOTHER WANTS ME TO DO I know she does it out of love but she also does it for herself mostly
my mother is narcissistic and sometimes abusive and at the moment i hardly see her as she makes me feel like poop when av been at her when everyone else is out the room she pic me on things and she uses your feeling to her advantage
My mother thinks am christian i need to hide the fact am Muslim from her until am emotionally able to deal with her
i go and see her once a month and that its sometimes longer than that Its exhausting and makes me feel suicidal but i know that Allah loves me ...almost made the biggest mistake ever i looked at christian stuff when i should have been listen to ALLAH WORDS THE HOLY QURAN am so sorry Allah please forgive me
almost tried to OD tonight but i was able to tell my husband i had the pills he took them away and am now Safe
had to talk about how i really feel and i told him I LOVE NO OTHER THAN ALLAH
Please Allah HELP ME
i feel very unwell been thinking about death where i should think about life and Allah
Sorry am kinda depressed and upset sorry if this dont make sense
I will stay with Allah
Is there not any muslim women's shelter that you can go too? Or any muslims in your vicinity?
This is so difficult you are in a stuck situation with so much pressure all round, it seems..
as far as am aware there are no muslim womens shelter near me
format_quote Originally Posted by Mrciful_Servant
Sorry to say but where is your own family ? I mean your mother father and siblings...?
am a revert my mother is a bigot my sister dont give a poop my nieces and nephew have there own lifes my BIO dad abandoned me and my step dad who i loved very much is dead he killed himself 6 years ago my husband is the only person who can care for me i cant look after myself because of my disabilities
format_quote Originally Posted by Mrciful_Servant
Don't you know any Muslim there ?
i dont know any Muslims would go to the mosque but my husband will not let me go and i cant go on my own due to being unwell
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