I want everybody's opinion on this (plz)

format_quote Originally Posted by Mazed

Allahu akbar ! Now all u need to do is feel the beauty of the pleasure of Allah (by performing righteous deeds/praying tahajjud etc etc) and trust me someone like you, mashAllah you will get hooked

i am feeling that, i like praying and reciting Quran etc actually the one who is in my heart is Allah
Wa Alaykum asalam

format_quote Originally Posted by ~Stranger~

i dont think theres anything wrong with this (well probably coz im exactly like u subhanallah)

Wa Alaikum asalam
wow really nice to know that, i'm sorry if you don't like it, myself i like it, do you like it?

format_quote Originally Posted by fatima_01

tht makes 2 of us mike im just as xcitin as u

i think we are three now! 2 girls and a guy
really love to know more about it if you don't mind

format_quote Originally Posted by Umm_Shaheed

I say take brother Mazed's advice. Read into Islam, and you will see what your purpose in life is, and what your ambitions should be. You will find peace and solace in reading the kalaam-Allah, trust me.

Wa Alaikum asalam, i do so, i know a lot about islam i'm muslim

format_quote Originally Posted by DigitalStorm82

When I read your post... the first thought that came to mind...

You dont love this dunya. May Allah bless you.

how do you want me to love it when people kill each other and don't respect God (i know many atheists) and don't follow islam etc *sigh*
I really don't know how people love this life!!!!!! i do not ask God to have a long life here nor short life (isn't acceptable you know according to a haddeeth)

format_quote Originally Posted by limitless

wa alaikum asalam

I feel mike's pain. I feel that way frequently, way too much . But I guess i have changed a bit, not too much. I talk, but still feel that loneliness. I read Qur'an and then I don't feel lonely, but as soon as I stop, or read enough for a day, i feel lonely and lost in thought.

Here is a solution to you: Go outside and volunteer in a musjid, help out others, pray five salahs, give advise (become a junoir type of counsellor), and read Qur'an, and just keep yourself busy in anyway. This helped me greatly, I still feel lonely, so I adapted another activity or habit, to keep praying in my mind as much as i can. Try these things Mike, I am very sure it will help you out .

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I'm sure you feel the way I feel, 'cause your solution was what i think is the solution, but i faced some problems plz brothers and sisters bear with me, i love mosques so much and yeah once i became counsellor but the probelm was people who met me they loved me and want to be my friends, something i can't do it i feel that i'm strange between people I DON'T KNOW WHY? they offer so much pure love to me but they don't understand me so i hurt them that made me changed my mind, i'm avoiding people as much as i can, believe ME I CAN'T COMMUNICATE WITH PEOPLE

format_quote Originally Posted by limitless

:just keep yourself busy in anyway

i'm looking for something to keep myself busy in it,but i can't find anything suits my ''weirdness'' as people think so

format_quote Originally Posted by Kamilah

Masha'Allah bro, attachment and chasing this world results in nothing at the end of our lives. so long as you make plenty of Ibaadah and do things Solely for the Sake of Allah(swt) then thats a blessing i suppose.... Allahu'Alam.

the problem is i have a good knowledge of islam and of comparative religion and people say i should share it , but how! i really love to do so, but i don't want to communicate with people, that's hard not because i'm shy no, i just feel that i'm strange, and plus they start to treat me as a noble person something which I HATE IT , they ask me to recite some holy verses on sick people! who i am to do so! i hate this

format_quote Originally Posted by Kamilah

we must all bear in mind, our Prophet(saw) lived his life as we human beings do, ur family have rights over us, our body has rights over us.

yes , may Allah help us

format_quote Originally Posted by TheRightPathI

Salam, You know bro I'm exactly like that also.... Yeah, it does get very lonely like that at times, but, the number one solution is to read the Quran and do other acts of Ibadah like brother Mazed and limitless said. You should inshallah find a deep sense of fulfillment in your life.

dear brother, i do read the Quran and do other acts of Ibadah Alhamdulilah but .....i even not interested in paradise, i mean i'm not worshipping Allah 'cause i want rewards no, i love Allah but i'm not interested in Anything At All. At All my friend, i wake up, sleep, eat, drink, read the Quran, read about Islam, try to help people, feed poor animals etc but what then,what next? i think i'm not useful to this world so i don't deserve life, i'm taking more than giving that makes me hate myself, Allah is so kind to me, see i'm crying now, he gave me many blessings BELIEVE ME BROTHERS AND SISTERS I DO NOT DESERVE THESE BLESSINGS, ALLAH EMBARRASSES ME

format_quote Originally Posted by Mazed

ive been going through this experience for two years and now i seem like the happiest person lol, trust me mike, its all about pleasing Allah, once Allah is pleased wiv you jannah is next and thats we're we'll have interest in EVERYTHING

I'm not sad but i was asking is this normal, and pleasing Allah is the most important thing in my life Alhamdulilah

format_quote Originally Posted by HAJI_HELENA

am abit confused.....ur prob or matter is that u dnt feel attached to this dunya....jus wanna sit alone in one place?......

exactly, very true

format_quote Originally Posted by HAJI_HELENA

being lonely...wot do u exactly do?.............can clarify plz...

I can do many things but that was ''before'', but now i feel that well ..maybe...it is enough (i know isn't me who has the right to decide whether it is enough or not) but i wanna go back to Allah

format_quote Originally Posted by Mazed

Mike why dont you research on Islam and make that a hobby, just a thought

i spent many years in doing so, those years were my best, but as i said i should then share it and i find it hard to communicate with people *sigh*

format_quote Originally Posted by HAJI_HELENA

mashalah bro mike...this is certainly signs of high iman in urself....

the one rejects the dunya...and being cmpleted in the way of Allah(swt)

in a hadith it narrates that:

Abdullah bin mas'ud reported:

The prophet(saw) once recited the verse: And whoever Allah wishes to guide, he opens his heart to islam. Then he explained it by saying, when iman enters the heart, the heart opens up to islam. At that, he was asked, o messenger of Allah is there sign by which this may be recognised? and he said yes, the loss of interest in the place of deception, the longing for the place of eternity, and the preparation for death before it comes.

this cud help u bro?......

*watery eyes*, so I'm not weird, i don't know how to thank you, i read this haddeeth before, subhanallah, thanks to Allah,you reminded me, i hesitated to post this thread, oh good i did, so when people say that i should see a doctor they were wrong, Alhamdulilah, i will pray for you inshallah, you made my day, people told me that when i want to die that's not normal, wow Alhamdulilah, may Allah bless you, see you in paradise inshallah, say Ameen

Oh HAJI_HELENA I feel so good thank you again

format_quote Originally Posted by Kamilah

I've had a brainwave...

bro, why dont you compile your own book?? write your own Islamic book about how to detach oneself from the duniyah

i can write many books about different topics but whenever i start i stop after few days, actually when i talk to some people about Allah they cry or ponder it and i can see the change in them, actually someone suggested me to be a daa'ee (the person who gives dawa) but as i said i have the problem of communicating with people, when you know Allah you don't want anything but Allah, Allah is my paradise

format_quote Originally Posted by Mike

Hi
OK, see that's me since a long while
ummm I don't want anything, really nothing i want, i have no whishes, no ambitions, life is very boring to me, why is that, do you know, is this normal?
I don't want anybody just wanna be alone. i'm like that since many years
actually i was a lonely kid as well, i prefered to be so

Same here... but then we still have to find something to occupy our time or life becomes a burden. I too have no ambitions as such. But still must think of the hereafter. So I'm trying to fill my time here with things that will benefit me and other muslims, like giving dawah etc etc.... and doing good deeds. I don't believe in working one's backside off to buy material things.... seems pointless when we going to end up in the grave anyway.

We should strive to be good in our deen so that Allah may grant us a place in Jannah inshaAllah. Then inshaAllah we can fulfill all our desires there.

There's nothing wrong with how you feel. It's all good MashaAllah.