Broken everyone’s trust and everyone’s heart
But they don’t know my soul is being ripped apart
Confused as to where my destination now lies
When I try to reach out to Allah, my soul cries
Shaytaan’s got me entrapped; feel like his slave
For peace of soul and taming of my Nafs I crave
My enemy entices me with pleasures of this world
I feel into Hell, head-first, I’ll be hurled
What happened to those tahajjud-filled nights?
What happened to memorising Qur’an and taking delight?
What happened to the yearning of being with your Lord?
What happened to the greed of gaining reward?
I feel disgusted, a total disgrace, can’t look at myself in the face
Feel like a waste of space, who anyone can easily replace
Broken everyone’s trust and everyone’s heart
But they don’t know my soul is being ripped apart…
Please remember me in your duas Insha’Allah brothers and sisters.
a very humble and sincere poem, but at the same time, a hint of despair . may wallah grant every believer who concerns themselves with their own sins an abundance of inner tranquility
...desperate for husnul-khitaam...
please make dua that Allah grants me a good end (to my life). please make dua that Allah guides me.
Assalamualikum ,
I knwo how u feelll..i feel this and have felt it these couple of months..now it's gettin better but at one point i was just dyin bcuz i was losn my Imaan now i'm strugglin to hold on to it.. May Allah make it easy for you and keep u away from the waswas of the sHAYTAN AMEEN
“The believers in their mutual kindness, compassion and sympathy are just like one body. When one of the limbs is afflicted, the whole body responds to it with sleeplessness and fever”.
Dam.n..…this pain feels so great…when you feel like you neither belong to the world…nor to the Aakhirah…your soul is hovering in between both and doesn't feel like taking either path…it feels numb…lifeless...
Broken everyone’s trust and everyone’s heart
But they don’t know my soul is being ripped apart
Confused as to where my destination now lies
When I try to reach out to Allah, my soul cries
Shaytaan’s got me entrapped; feel like his slave
For peace of soul and taming of my Nafs I crave
My enemy entices me with pleasures of this world
I feel into Hell, head-first, I’ll be hurled
What happened to those tahajjud-filled nights?
What happened to memorising Qur’an and taking delight?
What happened to the yearning of being with your Lord?
What happened to the greed of gaining reward?
I feel disgusted, a total disgrace, can’t look at myself in the face
Feel like a waste of space, who anyone can easily replace
Broken everyone’s trust and everyone’s heart
But they don’t know my soul is being ripped apart…
Please remember me in your duas Insha’Allah brothers and sisters.
You could have written this about me, its a prison this dunya, and prison id about correcting bad deeds. May Allah show mercy on our weak and selfish souls, Ameen
"O ye who belive! Endure, outdo all others in endurance, be ready, and observe your duty to Allah, in order that you may succeed"
Dam.n..…this pain feels so great…when you feel like you neither belong to the world…nor to the Aakhirah…your soul is hovering in between both and doesn't feel like taking either path…it feels numb…lifeless...
This is the best place to be, you just have to channel your attention towards Allah. To live on earth but not be trodding on it is something we should all be striving for. Turn your numbness into detachment from this world and focus on your relationship with Allah.
He is all forgiving, all hearing, all seeing. He knows your pain and he will never let you down-even if you let him down.
ps: Beautiful poem.
Last edited by sevgi; 01-25-2010 at 12:47 PM.
"'Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too"
not to make little of your troubles, but being emo is a choice sister..no offense but the majority of people I've seen who feel sad/depressed are so because they choose to wallow in self pity instead of doing something, like taking a walk or talking to a friend etc
or is it something you don't have any control over?
I'v betrayed everyone's trust - everyone had so much faith in me and i've hurt them all so much - i'd rather be dead than to hurt the people I love...but the circumstances were such that I had no control over them...well I did...but shaytaan's ways were more tempting...please remember me in ur duas...I'm trying taweez and all to keep me away from shaytan's waswasas...
The fact that you are being all emo is just the easy way out. You arent any better now. You are still destroyinging everyones trust by being a miserable goose.
Why dont you get up, forget the past and try and make right for once in your life instead of failing and doing wrong things and then sooking about it?
You know me and I know you. I think we have a friendship which allows me to get upset with you like this. Dont misunderstand me because I understand you. I just respect you more than you respect yourself.
We make mistakes as humans. But then we have to be man enough to face it, say sorry to ourselves, to Allah and to those we love and make things right. Otherwise you're just a heartbreaker who wants to continue to be a heartbreaker.
"'Cause I hear the whispered words
In your masterpiece beautiful
You speak the unspeakable through
I love you too"
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