Your post reminds me of the story of an australian who reverted to Islam. He is now doing some great dahwah, but for the life of me, I cannot recall his name.
His story is similar to yours.
He is convinced that Islam is the truth, and in islam he found answers to everything he'd been asking and everything just clicked with Islam.
It's just that he waited for that "aha" moment.
So one night he was desperate for that moment and asked God SWT sincerely and almost lost hope.
Then he picked up Al Qur'an, opening it at random, expecting to read some miraculous ayahs about creation of the universe or mankind that would finally cement his faith.
Instead, as soon as he opened Al Qur'an, it opened to the page where it contained an ayah that reads (I cannot remember which ayah) along the line:
"Have we not shown you enough signs/evidence for you (to believe)?"
This broke him into cries and he immediately proclaim the shahada.
He was telling his reversion story in a youtube lecture, and he is a very funny guy. I am sorry I just cannot remember his name.
maybe his story is in one of the youtube lectures contained in this thread:
http://www.islamicboard.com/discover...ert-islam.html
I pray to Allah SWT to give you guidance and to give you conviction and strength to submit to His will and live on the straight path. Amiin.
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