there is unfortunoutly 12 days left of ramadhan, meaning two days until the 10 days of the chances of laylatil qadr comes.
What i wanna accomplish, is to memorize the complete quran, quit music, and have my faith very high and true, and to see islam clear, wit no more of dem stupid questions of mine... basically be a truemuslim which im currently not.
All i ask from Allah swt during the whole ramadhan and last days of ramadhan is for these four things. All i need to finish my life is these four things.
I always ask for dua for these four things, for a long time. before i joined the forum. (except the music thing coz i only learned that FROM the forum) and nothing has changed except i get worse.
Sssooo...i wanna be one of dem kwl peoples in da jannah inshallah with all u sisters . if i have my faith and islam in life i wouldnt give a dam about nothing else. just deen. deen. deen..deeeeeen. and of course school coz then i would be poor gurl with no money to give to charity after my future husband would never give charity because he a greedy dady side...:X oops.
I wanna kno how to finish my impossible quest.
Currently i believe i cant...sorry. i KNOW i cant.
but i'll try anyway.
since im faithless, bad, shameless sinner, and very sucky in college algebra, i have no confidence i can accomplish this.
why???
1. what if i miss a prayer or be late for a prayer when the last ten days begin!
2. What if you kno....umm....should i say this ..again?...ok ok fne...what if allah stilll up ther ignoring/watching and laughin.
3. If allah doesnt answer, what would it mean? and its the last ten days they say allah answers everyone. whatever it is. and if he dont answr mine what it mean? im a horible horrible horrible shaitan in a human body?
4. When i make dua on the last days it has to be sincere, and true...why issit when i make dua i never feel its sincere enough??
5. i have the word cant in my vocab.
I just need help with this. this is like my only chance. i never even thought about lailatul qadr yet when i used to struggle wit music. lol "used to " hahaha what the hell im sayn?? i meant stil do.
If there is any dua to use during laylatul qadr or anything please share it it will be useful to me and everyone else.
Listen to music, there's gna be darkness in your <3, quit listenin to music & your Imaan will grow stronger inshallah & there's jus gonna be light upon light! Get meh?
Iftaar time now, finally!
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Jazakallah khair sis thats beautiful.
and save me sum food that wont spoil for another 5 hours
Last edited by Mikayeel; 09-19-2008 at 10:22 PM.
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thats good well said darkness and light never mix meaning good and evil doesnt mix in one heart.
the music thing - if you dont stop then something happens but if you stop a lot happens and you actually feel like you Imaan is boosting
Imagin three things in a line. the middle is heart, the right is soul which is rooh and the left is Nafs (desires) which is shaytaan in other words. the nafs tries to capture the heart by telling you to do worldly desires such as listening to music while the innocent rooh tells you to do the good thing. and if nafs captures your heart then slowly it began to capture your rooh and thats dangerous. if you still about Allah then think your safe but cut the music and you'll see the big difference
thats good well said darkness and light never mix meaning good and evil doesnt mix in one heart.
the music thing - if you dont stop then something happens but if you stop a lot happens and you actually feel like you Imaan is boosting
Imagin three things in a line. the middle is heart, the right is soul which is rooh and the left is Nafs (desires) which is shaytaan in other words. the nafs tries to capture the heart by telling you to do worldly desires such as listening to music while the innocent rooh tells you to do the good thing. and if nafs captures your heart then slowly it began to capture your rooh and thats dangerous. if you still about Allah then think your safe but cut the music and you'll see the big difference
and im talking from experience
Yeh I kno, thats what alot of people been sayin, but never put it in that way, mashallah. Thats why I want Allah to help me stop music. I dont WANT to stop music even if i can, thats why i NEED ALLAH. and faith is all i need to do this, which is another thing i ask from allah.
i just need those four things and my life puzzle has been complete, dont mind goin to palestine and whupin sum @$$ then
well make the first step like i did. I chucked about 100 cd's in the bin and then Allah saw me taking first step and he helped me. have you taken the first step>?
Jazakallah khair sis thats beautiful. and save me sum food that wont spoil for another 5 hours
^Lol... Barakillah feek ukhti.
*gives ya some food* hope you enjoy it!
format_quote Originally Posted by Kasim
the music thing - if you dont stop then something happens but if you stop a lot happens and you actually feel like you Imaan is boosting
Imagin three things in a line. the middle is heart, the right is soul which is rooh and the left is Nafs (desires) which is shaytaan in other words. the nafs tries to capture the heart by telling you to do worldly desires such as listening to music while the innocent rooh tells you to do the good thing. and if nafs captures your heart then slowly it began to capture your rooh and thats dangerous. if you still about Allah then think your safe but cut the music and you'll see the big difference
^Well said bro, couldn't agree more wiv ya.
" Its sometimes better people don't get to know you..
Cuz the more they know you, the less they understand & accept you..
Alone is better, what say " - SRK
well make the first step like i did. I chucked about 100 cd's in the bin and then Allah saw me taking first step and he helped me. have you taken the first step>?
first step?? ....
yeh of course, i stopped listening to akon, he sucks.
i dont got no cd's, theyr old skool, like uk people. i got youtube, "my music" folder, and of course ipod and car radio. and clock radio. ya kno, FM radio. yehhh. cant really throw those away. besides i can never do that. unless america bans music and DELETES THEM (so i wont be breakin lawww) i dont fink ima stop.
i dont got no cd's, theyr old skool, like uk people. i got youtube, "my music" folder, and of course ipod and car radio. and clock radio. ya kno, FM radio. yehhh. cant really throw those away. besides i can never do that. unless america bans music and DELETES THEM (so i wont be breakin lawww) i dont fink ima stop.
^Hmm... I'm Ukanian but I do NOT use CD's.
You can stop listenin to music, just listen to Quran or Anasheed & if you're ever listenin to music, jus fink to yourself, what if I'm gna die... What ish my answer gna be when I face my Lord?
Oh yeh & first step is, delete ALL your tracks...
" Its sometimes better people don't get to know you..
Cuz the more they know you, the less they understand & accept you..
Alone is better, what say " - SRK
i dont got no cd's, theyr old skool, like uk people. i got youtube, "my music" folder, and of course ipod and car radio. and clock radio. ya kno, FM radio. yehhh. cant really throw those away. besides i can never do that. unless america bans music and DELETES THEM (so i wont be breakin lawww) i dont fink ima stop.
know what i wud do?
take em off your ipod, delete the ones in your music folder, go to the recycle bin and delete everything forever
yeah and stop searching for them on youtube, if u forget stick a not on your moniter sayin "don't listen to music on youtube" lol
Learn silence as you have learned speech.
Speech will guide you, and silence will protect you.
im a fan of qawwalis. when i stopped music i switched to qawwalis. one or two then i switched to naats and became more interested in poetry and now Alhamdulillah music is past gone. Eminem's retired anyway so no point going back lol
oh never thought music was so addictive. it can be. what kind do you listen if you dont mind asking? there are nasheeeds and baats
yah it is! no unfortunoutly i listen to rap/hip hop/r&b/ANYTHING WIT RIHANNA !!!!
format_quote Originally Posted by Crazy_Lady
^Hmm... I'm Ukanian but I do NOT use CD's.
You can stop listenin to music, just listen to Quran or Anasheed & if you're ever listenin to music, jus fink to yourself, what if I'm gna die... What ish my answer gna be when I face my Lord?
Oh yeh & first step is, delete ALL your tracks...
lol sis i do think that but shaitan do it fo me.
format_quote Originally Posted by Muslimah421
know what i wud do?
take em off your ipod, delete the ones in your music folder, go to the recycle bin and delete everything forever
yeah and stop searching for them on youtube, if u forget stick a not on your moniter sayin "don't listen to music on youtube" lol
thats a big mission right there. deleting ONE song off is a huge mission, and after i finish that i'll re download it and i actually remember its haram everytime i open it up, but i say ya ok dont matterr. :enough!:
sorry my teacher just BEGGED for IT. so i gotta go for a sec
Last edited by truemuslim; 09-18-2008 at 06:55 PM.
thats a big mission right there. deleting ONE song off is a huge mission, and after i finish that i'll re download it and i actually remember its haram everytime i open it up, but i say ya ok dont matterr.
k but take the first step...if you take one step towards Allah and walk to him he'll run to you...but YOU have to be the one taking the step, even if its a huge mission, it'll show how much you really are sincere
imagine this, someone's sitting somewhere slacking, they don't wana get up or do anything, are they going to get anything done?
after i finish that i'll re download it
why? no really why? you know its wrong, you know you wana stop so why torture yourself? why download it again?
and i actually remember its haram everytime i open it up, but i say ya ok dont matterr.
k u know its Haram, then don't open it, train yourself not to listen to it,
Learn silence as you have learned speech.
Speech will guide you, and silence will protect you.
Yes thats good. I remembered that saying Too. If you walk toward Allah, then Allah runs toward you. That explains everything. Do the first step then Allah will automatically put something in your heart. Do it do it
im a fan of qawwalis. when i stopped music i switched to qawwalis.
^Whats a qawwalis?
" Its sometimes better people don't get to know you..
Cuz the more they know you, the less they understand & accept you..
Alone is better, what say " - SRK
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which im currently not.
. if i have my faith and islam in life i wouldnt give a dam about nothing else. just deen. deen. deen..deeeeeen. and of course school coz then i would be poor gurl with no money to give to charity after my future husband would never give charity because he a greedy dady side...:X oops.
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