there is unfortunoutly 12 days left of ramadhan, meaning two days until the 10 days of the chances of laylatil qadr comes.
What i wanna accomplish, is to memorize the complete quran, quit music, and have my faith very high and true, and to see islam clear, wit no more of dem stupid questions of mine... basically be a truemuslim which im currently not.
All i ask from Allah swt during the whole ramadhan and last days of ramadhan is for these four things. All i need to finish my life is these four things.
I always ask for dua for these four things, for a long time. before i joined the forum. (except the music thing coz i only learned that FROM the forum) and nothing has changed except i get worse.
Sssooo...i wanna be one of dem kwl peoples in da jannah inshallah with all u sisters . if i have my faith and islam in life i wouldnt give a dam about nothing else. just deen. deen. deen..deeeeeen. and of course school coz then i would be poor gurl with no money to give to charity after my future husband would never give charity because he a greedy dady side...:X oops.
I wanna kno how to finish my impossible quest.
Currently i believe i cant...sorry. i KNOW i cant.
but i'll try anyway.
since im faithless, bad, shameless sinner, and very sucky in college algebra, i have no confidence i can accomplish this.
why???
1. what if i miss a prayer or be late for a prayer when the last ten days begin!
2. What if you kno....umm....should i say this ..again?...ok ok fne...what if allah stilll up ther ignoring/watching and laughin.
3. If allah doesnt answer, what would it mean? and its the last ten days they say allah answers everyone. whatever it is. and if he dont answr mine what it mean? im a horible horrible horrible shaitan in a human body?
4. When i make dua on the last days it has to be sincere, and true...why issit when i make dua i never feel its sincere enough??
5. i have the word cant in my vocab.
I just need help with this. this is like my only chance. i never even thought about lailatul qadr yet when i used to struggle wit music. lol "used to " hahaha what the hell im sayn?? i meant stil do.
If there is any dua to use during laylatul qadr or anything please share it it will be useful to me and everyone else.
Im glad to hear you took the first step and deleted your songs. Now can you hold it for two days without listening to music? Thats second step. If succeeded then that means you have successfully grabbed Allah's rope
Im glad to hear you took the first step and deleted your songs. Now can you hold it for two days without listening to music? Thats second step. If succeeded then that means you have successfully grabbed Allah's rope
two whole days??? noway! lets see if i can survive wit two songs for the rest of today!
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Hmmm i see obie trice, nas and nate dogg there. Havent heard these names for years. I was into all this but quit now alhamdulillah
You have got to do this slowly. Two days might be too much. Man just dont think about it. When Shaytaan enters that thought in your mind. Dont let it in. Throw it out.
like the fact that its getting depressing with the same two songs ? big challenge for me right this second : Close it coz its depressing and delete em VS download 1 or 2 more to make less depressing.
i kno the choice and i kno what u would prolly do and all but why issit soooo hard when its soooo easy??????
Thats good. Man this is like im telling someone how to defuse a bomb. Its so tense. Simple exercise for you is put your hands on your knees and sit staring at clock or time. If you can sit two minutes quietly and observe carefully how many times the thought comes in your mind?
Silly i know but its all about self control here
Sis all i'm going to say regarding music is that; you will trip and fall. It's up to you whether you want to stay in that mud or pull yoursef out of it, brush your clothes clean and start waling again on the (straight) path.... It is hard... But we just gotta keep at it...
You have to have the will, the desire to quit listening to music.
And also you have to stop insulting the British, you are getting to the point of racism and you've been doing it for quite a while now.
Should I seek a source of law other than God, when it is He Who has sent down unto you the Book (Qur'an) fully explained? And those whom We have given them the Book know that it has been sent down from the Lord with truth, so be not of those in doubt.
why do u always think of us UK people as backward people. hey c'mon we do have a life.
lol its a joke.
format_quote Originally Posted by Ali.
It's simple:
You have to have the will, the desire to quit listening to music.
And also you have to stop insulting the British, you are getting to the point of racism and you've been doing it for quite a while now.
jazakallah khair. and also i dont have racism, its just fun to pick on british coz they always say things like "bludy mirror" or something like that when u do, and i guess thats an insult? besides they say u uk ppl make fun of us too so HA. its ok i make fun of us americans too
so kwl! today is the first day!! and i've stayed all of yesterday without music and all of today (,so far) without music. whenever ima bout to turn it up i remember lailatul qadr and close it right away . so kwl.
the obvious. PANIC!
since im only stopping music right now coz im afraid allah wont answer me on lailatul qadr, then i dont think i would fear anything after.:enough!:
didnt really wanna think that far tho. i mean 10 WHOLE ENTIRE DAYS left so...
so kwl! today is the first day!! and i've stayed all of yesterday without music and all of today (,so far) without music. whenever ima bout to turn it up i remember lailatul qadr and close it right away . so kwl.
Do you actually wanna beat this? Do you wanna do it? Do you WANNA BE REWARDED WITH JANNAH? or not? Seriously huni, you can do it. It just takes a little hard work, patience and perseverance.
Do you actually wanna beat this? Do you wanna do it? Do you WANNA BE REWARDED WITH JANNAH? or not? Seriously huni, you can do it. It just takes a little hard work, patience and perseverance.
grin is to cover angerness/sadness. u shud kno by now, notice i use it alot?? this is the true smile ""
i ruined it on the first day! and befor iftar! i just go and start slap boxing wit my bro (HE MADE ME!) and then i decide to turn on the radio, then i remember lailatul qadr and close it, then i say just this one song and listen to it and the next 10 songs on FM. then i go to outlandish which i havent listened to in like forever...then back to abu ali. which is strange....then back to haram again
why issit??????
plz make duaaa, i made dua and it only last a day and a half.
i lose hope so quick and just give up and say "oh since i broke it already might as well continue" i HATE mee~
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which im currently not.
. if i have my faith and islam in life i wouldnt give a dam about nothing else. just deen. deen. deen..deeeeeen. and of course school coz then i would be poor gurl with no money to give to charity after my future husband would never give charity because he a greedy dady side...:X oops.
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