there is unfortunoutly 12 days left of ramadhan, meaning two days until the 10 days of the chances of laylatil qadr comes.
What i wanna accomplish, is to memorize the complete quran, quit music, and have my faith very high and true, and to see islam clear, wit no more of dem stupid questions of mine... basically be a truemuslim which im currently not.
All i ask from Allah swt during the whole ramadhan and last days of ramadhan is for these four things. All i need to finish my life is these four things.
I always ask for dua for these four things, for a long time. before i joined the forum. (except the music thing coz i only learned that FROM the forum) and nothing has changed except i get worse.
Sssooo...i wanna be one of dem kwl peoples in da jannah inshallah with all u sisters . if i have my faith and islam in life i wouldnt give a dam about nothing else. just deen. deen. deen..deeeeeen. and of course school coz then i would be poor gurl with no money to give to charity after my future husband would never give charity because he a greedy dady side...:X oops.
I wanna kno how to finish my impossible quest.
Currently i believe i cant...sorry. i KNOW i cant.
but i'll try anyway.
since im faithless, bad, shameless sinner, and very sucky in college algebra, i have no confidence i can accomplish this.
why???
1. what if i miss a prayer or be late for a prayer when the last ten days begin!
2. What if you kno....umm....should i say this ..again?...ok ok fne...what if allah stilll up ther ignoring/watching and laughin.
3. If allah doesnt answer, what would it mean? and its the last ten days they say allah answers everyone. whatever it is. and if he dont answr mine what it mean? im a horible horrible horrible shaitan in a human body?
4. When i make dua on the last days it has to be sincere, and true...why issit when i make dua i never feel its sincere enough??
5. i have the word cant in my vocab.
I just need help with this. this is like my only chance. i never even thought about lailatul qadr yet when i used to struggle wit music. lol "used to " hahaha what the hell im sayn?? i meant stil do.
If there is any dua to use during laylatul qadr or anything please share it it will be useful to me and everyone else.
keep us updated sis maybe it would help other members who have the same problem.
wasalaam
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2) If you don't ask, the answer will always be no.
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my impossible quest... (OP)
which im currently not.
. if i have my faith and islam in life i wouldnt give a dam about nothing else. just deen. deen. deen..deeeeeen. and of course school coz then i would be poor gurl with no money to give to charity after my future husband would never give charity because he a greedy dady side...:X oops.
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