I have dedicated my whole life to Islam. Left all the haram things for the sake of Allah and this is what I freaking get. I have been patient for 8 years but things only seem to be getting worse. I don't ever remember living a peaceful life. I missed out a lot in my life and I have given everything up for Allah. I can't even do normal things people do because of this stupid curse. I hate it when people tell me there are other people who have it worse than me that's bull because my problems are so rare doctors don't even know what it is. I am going to go catch up with all the things I missed out in my life. If God was real he wouldn't let me suffer this much.
I realise how difficult things must be for you but remember that this life is temporary and fleeting. All our effort in this world will come to fruition in the next. It would be a shame to throw away your akhirah after you have endured and been patient all this time.
If you don't tell us what the problem is, how can anyone try and help you sort it out? Doctors are pretty useless when it comes to chronic health issues, they truly are. They are great for doing things like surgery and helping with broken bones, but they don't understand disease in its true essence because of the schooling they have.
Allah is VERY merciful, but you have to learn to see it. If you are feeling angry towards him, then you don't trust him. If you give up things for the sake of Allah, don't do it with the expectation of getting good, do it because you love him.
There's really nothing out there that you are "missing" out on, I can assure you. Care to share what you feel deprived of? The point of coming to a discussion forum, is to discuss. Help us help you
So you decided God can't help you. I can accept that. Do you?
What I cannot accept is you claiming that Allah is whimsical or weak and unable to help you. He is very able. All he has to do is say be and it is.
People don't know how to accept help, they don't know how to surrender to him or ask of him. They don't know how to accept themselves, their situations or love from others. Really, Allah isn't the problem.
Are you going to tell us what your situation is or are you just going to throw your hands up in the air and "give up"?
So you decided God can't help you. I can accept that. Do you?
What I cannot accept is you claiming that Allah is whimsical or weak and unable to help you. He is very able. All he has to do is say be and it is.
People don't know how to accept help, they don't know how to surrender to him or ask of him. They don't know how to accept themselves, their situations or love from others. Really, Allah isn't the problem.
Are you going to tell us what your situation is or are you just going to throw your hands up in the air and "give up"?
I'm not going to embarrass my self but I can tell you I have given up.
Then what was the point of starting this thread? You came here, told us God can't help you (your decision, not reality) and because that is what you decided, you are now going to "catch up on your life" (whatever that means, since you haven't tried to clarify it).
Then you tell us that some Muslims (implying us) should accept people's decisions (implying yours).
Do you want us to validate your decision to "Catch up on your life?"
I offered to listen and I also offered a video that I feel would suit your current mindset.
Then what was the point of starting this thread? You came here, told us God can't help you (your decision, not reality) and because that is what you decided, you are now going to "catch up on your life" (whatever that means, since you haven't tried to clarify it).
Then you tell us that some Muslims (implying us) should accept people's decisions (implying yours).
Do you want us to validate your decision to "Catch up on your life?"
I offered to listen and I also offered a video that I feel would suit your current mindset.
Suit yourself
I just wanted to vent
From the posts I have made previously I have always wanted to do this and today I finally took the step. When I said I wanted to catch up with my life i meant do what I love without feeling guilty. I have been wanting to go to a witch doctor but my parents always tried to scare me by saying it was shirk. I have contacted one and told him about my problems and he said he can 100%cure me. If I am cured I can live a normal life again.
Isn't the Quran suppose to be a cure for those who belive? I have believed it and was patient for 8 years but things only got worse. I even took a online course to learn about Tawheed so i can stop these kuffar thoughts. Does he not see the effort i am making?
When I pray I feel nothing I don't even know what I am praying to. I don't even want to sometimes but I always being threatened with hellfire. Do this, do that or you will be doomed!
Have you sincerely asked for guidance? For understanding? For knowledge? Or are you asking to be healed and taking no real action? Are your parents your only source of knowledge?
People need to grow and find their own understanding, but they need to seek it sincerely. It doesn't sound like you have much faith or hope so that is what you need to be seeking out.
I guarantee you, a witch doctor is not comparable to what Allah can do for you and anything this witch doctor promises will fall short of your expectations. Again, if you don't open up and say what your issues are, people cannot reach out to help.
It's funny to me how people always say Allah doesn't answer their duas, yet, they arrogantly turn away when the answer is infront of them.
PM me if you'd like, I happen to enjoy studying pathology and holistic healing.
I don't see how you can possibly embarrass yourself when you only have a screen name here
Have you sincerely asked for guidance? For understanding? For knowledge? Or are you asking to be healed and taking no real action? Are your parents your only source of knowledge?
People need to grow and find their own understanding, but they need to seek it sincerely. It doesn't sound like you have much faith or hope so that is what you need to be seeking out.
I guarantee you, a witch doctor is not comparable to what Allah can do for you and anything this witch doctor promises will fall short of your expectations. Again, if you don't open up and say what your issues are, people cannot reach out to help.
It's funny to me how people always say Allah doesn't answer their duas, yet, they arrogantly turn away when the answer is infront of them.
PM me if you'd like, I happen to enjoy studying pathology and holistic healing.
I don't see how you can possibly embarrass yourself when you only have a screen name here
May Allah make things easy for you. Ameen.
Of course I am sincere. I have done everything on this earth and I am still stuck. I used to wake up for qiyam constantly asking for guidance and cure. The more I prayed the more things got worse. I know you are trying to understand and see where I am coming but I simply can't be help. This witch doctor is my only option now hopefully he helps as he says he can cure. I read the reviews he cured a lot of people.
I have dedicated my whole life to Islam. Left all the haram things for the sake of Allah and this is what I freaking get. I have been patient for 8 years but things only seem to be getting worse. I don't ever remember living a peaceful life. I missed out a lot in my life and I have given everything up for Allah. I can't even do normal things people do because of this stupid curse. I hate it when people tell me there are other people who have it worse than me that's bull because my problems are so rare doctors don't even know what it is. I am going to go catch up with all the things I missed out in my life. If God was real he wouldn't let me suffer this much.
I remember an incident where Umar or Prophet asks a beggar lying on the road something like did he pray Salah to thank Allah ?? on hearing which he explodes saying that hes having sores and ulcers all over his body andcould not even walk well and Why should he Thank Allah ??
So he is asked whether could he pass his urine without difficulty for which the beggar answered Yes , and it was said for this he has to Thank Allah .
I was a lad when i heard this that put me in waswas that Naudhubillah asthagfirullah the beggar was right and ............. .
Its was the highest mercy of Allah ar Rahman who cleared my doubt in a few months when a saw a news paper with photos of a Governor of Indian state Jayprakash Narayanan under went blood dialysis in late 70's where this new invented dialysis Machine was as huge as a room and it caused him so much pain that he longed to die and each dialysis treatment was damn expensive like 100,000 irs of those time . subhanallah what a gift of Allah tp pass our urine easily without trouble !!. The Hadith came true as our Lord Allah and his Prophet are true /haq
Allah the Creator, The All wise and his Noble Prophet
May Allah make me grateful and steadfast on his Deen of islam and die as a muslim and be ressurrected among Saliheen shuhadha , Ameen.
Ain't Allah is Merciful ? who is still feeding those kaffirs and also protecting them from poisonous insects outside and inside his body though Allah knows he denies Allah ??? as in the case of Prophet Ibrahim's kaffir guest .
Allah is the most merciful who is powerful over all things
Noble Quran 67:29-30
''Say: He is the Beneficent. In Him we believe and in Him we put our trust. And ye will soon know who it is that is in error manifest.''
''Say: Have ye thought: If (all) your water were to disappear into the earth, who then could bring you gushing water ??? ''
Note : there's a great point to ponder here about water some earth holds water as so called a lake and some does not, subhanallah . Even near sea some water is sweet . suppose if this water turn salty n bitter ? Allah is Powerful on all things.
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