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[Studentt]

Hi. I need to know what shall I do now please I need guidance.

I got to know that my heart is sealed/hard or have no light in it. I got to know having hard heart is the severe punishment from Allah. I did lots of sins for almost 20-25 years not doing Salah, no zikar and v much proud.I was once very close to Allah but then I started procrastinating Practicing and thoba all these years. I used to think I AM V CLOSE TO ALLAH. But now I realised I am v v far away so much so that i have forgotten myself too. Now for some reason my pride is broken. I feel glad for it. I see the different and real version of myself. I used to think i am
good but I wasn’t. Anyway, Now i have repented but I don’t know

how to fix my heart?
Can this punishment be removed with repentance? (Plz dont say i am assuming, I know that my heart is hard i have no feelings or connection with Allah)
I Stronly feel Allah is upset with me and how Can i make Him Happy?

will my duas be accepted in this punishment? Or Allah will push me back as I am worthy of hatred?

please give me some waxifa and azkaar so i can purify my heart. Thanks

[Eric H]

Greetings and peace be with you Studentt;and welcome to the forum;

The best time to plant a tree is twenty years ago; but we can't change the past. The next best time to plant a tree is now. So we learn from the past and do something.

What seems impossible for man is possible for Allah; study and reflect on his 99 names. He is compassionate; and he can only be compassionate to people who need it. Allah is merciful; and he can only be merciful to those who need his mercy. Three times it mentions his name is the forgiver, and Allah can only forgive those in need of forgiveness. We must place all our hope in who Allah says he is; and we must do something.

Make dua for the wisdom, the strength and the peace to do the will of Allah. Give thanks for all the good things Allah has done for you. Never give up hope that Allah cares for you.

May Allah bless you on your journey.
Eric

[Murid]

Very good answer from Eric!

Please read in addition:

https://quran.com/39/53?translations...84,18,17,95,19

https://www.abuaminaelias.com/dailyh...u-man-fil-ard/

https://www.abuaminaelias.com/dailyh...rcy-al-rahmah/

For now on stop to worry to much and please read surah al Asr.

Doing good deeds erases bad ones!

Get a good company, sone possitive kind optimistic supportive friends. Maybe some psychologist at the halal gym, masjid etc.

To polish the heart in addition to hadith above, good manners, altruism, sadaqah, duas for guidence (many sunnah duas), reading, common is to ask forgiveness (and think sometimes about some of sins we know), to show gratitude (name things and blessings), to increase nawafil, to ask prayers and dhikr, try to stay with wudu and so on.

Ask duas:
Allahumma inni asalukal huda wassadaad
Rabbi zidni ilman warzuqni fahmah
Allahumma khirli wakhtarli
Ya muqalibal quluub sabbit qalbi ala deenik
Allahumma erinal haqqa haqqa warzuqna tibaah wa erinal batilan batila warzuqnajtinabah
Ask Quranic dua 71:28 a lot.
Ask refuge from shaytan at least 10x mornings and evenings. Read duas before sleep.
Find them please in Arabic.

Drink daily 2x200 mL organic pomegranate juice with lemon and honey.
2x5-10 mL nigella sativa oil

Have a balanced lifestyle, socialise with good friends and mentors, improve fitness, nutrition, marry if you can afterwards and it is inshaAllah win-win.

[Studentt]

Greetings and peace be with you Studentt;and welcome to the forum;

The best time to plant a tree is twenty years ago; but we can't change the past. The next best time to plant a tree is now. So we learn from the past and do something.

What seems impossible for man is possible for Allah; study and reflect on his 99 names. He is compassionate; and he can only be compassionate to people who need it. Allah is merciful; and he can only be merciful to those who need his mercy. Three times it mentions his name is the forgiver, and Allah can only forgive those in need of forgiveness. We must place all our hope in who Allah says he is; and we must do something.

Make dua for the wisdom, the strength and the peace to do the will of Allah. Give thanks for all the good things Allah has done for you. Never give up hope that Allah cares for you.

May Allah bless you on your journey.
Eric

Thanks alot. I felt down after reading the first part of your repy but then I realised its more practical approach. I need to put my efforts right now which I delayed. JazakAllah

[Studentt]

Very good answer from Eric!

Please read in addition:

https://quran.com/39/53?translations...84,18,17,95,19

https://www.abuaminaelias.com/dailyh...u-man-fil-ard/

https://www.abuaminaelias.com/dailyh...rcy-al-rahmah/

For now on stop to worry to much and please read surah al Asr.

Doing good deeds erases bad ones!

Get a good company, sone possitive kind optimistic supportive friends. Maybe some psychologist at the halal gym, masjid etc.

To polish the heart in addition to hadith above, good manners, altruism, sadaqah, duas for guidence (many sunnah duas), reading, common is to ask forgiveness (and think sometimes about some of sins we know), to show gratitude (name things and blessings), to increase nawafil, to ask prayers and dhikr, try to stay with wudu and so on.

Ask duas:
Allahumma inni asalukal huda wassadaad
Rabbi zidni ilman warzuqni fahmah
Allahumma khirli wakhtarli
Ya muqalibal quluub sabbit qalbi ala deenik
Allahumma erinal haqqa haqqa warzuqna tibaah wa erinal batilan batila warzuqnajtinabah
Ask Quranic dua 71:28 a lot.
Ask refuge from shaytan at least 10x mornings and evenings. Read duas before sleep.
Find them please in Arabic.

Drink daily 2x200 mL organic pomegranate juice with lemon and honey.
2x5-10 mL nigella sativa oil

Have a balanced lifestyle, socialise with good friends and mentors, improve fitness, nutrition, marry if you can afterwards and it is inshaAllah win-win.

Thanks alot for your reply. I feel much good now.

in all these links and duas when I read there is term Mercy. Can you further tell please what Mercy of Allah means or includes? JazakAllah

[Murid]

Some of understanding below:
https://aboutislam.net/shariah/refin...y-forgiveness/

You must put effort in believing and practice and you'll understand more inshaAllah.

Your Guide to Allah's Mercy and Forgiveness | About Islam The abundance of Allah's rahma or mercy will not come without pure actions. Pure actions, however, when performed, will make you deserving of Allah's mercy...

[Studentt]

Jazak Allah. Also you said good manners etc polishes the heart. How does it happens? I thought Zikar and recitations polishes the heart?

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Greetings and peace be with you Studentt;and welcome to the forum;

The best time to plant a tree is twenty years ago; but we can't change the past. The next best time to plant a tree is now. So we learn from the past and do something.

What seems impossible for man is possible for Allah; study and reflect on his 99 names. He is compassionate; and he can only be compassionate to people who need it. Allah is merciful; and he can only be merciful to those who need his mercy. Three times it mentions his name is the forgiver, and Allah can only forgive those in need of forgiveness. We must place all our hope in who Allah says he is; and we must do something.

Make dua for the wisdom, the strength and the peace to do the will of Allah. Give thanks for all the good things Allah has done for you. Never give up hope that Allah cares for you.

May Allah bless you on your journey.
Eric

What does your signature mean? Why not looking into eyes?

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Some of understanding below:
https://aboutislam.net/shariah/refin...y-forgiveness/

You must put effort in believing and practice and you'll understand more inshaAllah.

Your Guide to Allah's Mercy and Forgiveness | About Islam The abundance of Allah's rahma or mercy will not come without pure actions. Pure actions, however, when performed, will make you deserving of Allah's mercy...

Jazak Allah. Also you said good manners etc polishes the heart. How does it happens? I thought Zikar and recitations polishes the heart?

[SoldierAmatUllah]

Everything got better,so no to talk.

Allah be praised!

[Ümit]

Murid, I have done all this& my heart only got closer to harness& disregard forGod,auzobillah.


24/7 nuisances & torture.I do ibadah acts,do safwah nafls,ruqya dua,act good with others but why are things only been a curse.
Where is God's mercy & Kindness
In all these years I found nothing but being used by Allah


I'm so disturbed- God help!

You must be doing something wrong.
I mean...your tone and the way of thinking you present us in this post alone shows enough reason why you are not getting your way.

[SoldierAmatUllah]

@Umit

Allah knows my situation better&best.

I'm human,so I give in to waswas but I don't agree that I'm not loving to my Creator ALLAH .I'm a specific case.My life is extremely horrifying filled with paranormal excruciatingly painful stuff.Thats Duhayma fitan that hits all if us when we are doing all but we return as failed.But it will be over.

Please read the hadith on Duhayma

[Ümit]

@Umit

That's why ALLAH is giving me dreams of beautiful hereafter.
bcz Allah knows my situation better&best.

I'm human,so I give in to waswas but I don't agree that I'm not loving to my Creator ALLAH .I'm a specific case.My life is extremely horrifying filled with paranormal excruciatingly painful stuff.Thats Duhayma fitan that hits all if us when we are doing all but we return as failed.But it will be over.

Please read the hadith on Duhayma

You asked a question why Allah does not give you what you want, and I gave you an answer about a failure in your attitude which may be a possible reason for it.

Now, instead of taking that as an advice and start working on that, you are now trying to justify your misbehaviour which even confirms and emphasizes it.

You may be going through some tough trial right now, but that still does not justify your attitude.

[Eric H]

Greetings and peace be with you Studentt;

What does your signature mean? Why not looking into eyes?

The first of Allah's 99 names -

1 الرَّحْمَنُ Ar-Rahman The Beneficent He who wills goodness and mercy for all His creatures


Allah cares for each and everyone of us. This means you can never look into the eyes of anyone who does not matter to Allah. No matter how unloved or how uncared for that you might feel, when you look into a mirror, you see the eyes that matter to Allah. As does everyone else.

May Allah bless you on your journey through life.
Eric

[Studentt]

Greetings and peace be with you Studentt;



The first of Allah's 99 names -

1 الرَّحْمَنُ Ar-Rahman The Beneficent He who wills goodness and mercy for all His creatures


Allah cares for each and everyone of us. This means you can never look into the eyes of anyone who does not matter to Allah. No matter how unloved or how uncared for that you might feel, when you look into a mirror, you see the eyes that matter to Allah. As does everyone else.

May Allah bless you on your journey through life.

Ameen. Thanks.
Eric

Thats great to know thanks for explaining .ameen for duas. JazakAllah

[SoldierAmatUllah]

You asked a question why Allah does not give you what you want, and I gave you an answer about a failure in your attitude which may be a possible reason for it.

Now, instead of taking that as an advice and start working on that, you are now trying to justify your misbehaviour which even confirms and emphasizes it.

You may be going through some tough trial right now, but that still does not justify your attitude.

Thanx

[Studentt]

Greetings and peace be with you Studentt;and welcome to the forum;

The best time to plant a tree is twenty years ago; but we can't change the past. The next best time to plant a tree is now. So we learn from the past and do something.
Eric

Can you tell me about this too? I think I am 20 years behind the world or they are 20 years ahead of me. I got depress to think I have to do 20 years of fixing in me? How is that possible? Or will i be always behind others in success or achieving my goals?

[Eric H]

Greetings and peace be with you Studentt;

I have to do 20 years of fixing in me?

When we turn our back on Allah, we walk towards sin. Repentence is about doing a complete 180 degrees turn; when we turn our back on sin and walk back towards Allah.

Allah is merciful; forgiving and compassionate; so we must put our trust in who Allah says he is and try and change our ways. Never give up hope in Allah. We can't change the past and put things right; but Allah is merciful. None of us deserve salvation because of our own efforts.

May Allah bless you with the wisdom and the peace to do his will as you journey through life.
Eric

[Studentt]

Greetings and peace be with you Studentt;



When we turn our back on Allah, we walk towards sin. Repentence is about doing a complete 180 degrees turn; when we turn our back on sin and walk back towards Allah.

Allah is merciful; forgiving and compassionate; so we must put our trust in who Allah says he is and try and change our ways. Never give up hope in Allah. We can't change the past and put things right; but Allah is merciful. None of us deserve salvation because of our own efforts.

May Allah bless you with the wisdom and the peace to do his will as you journey through life.
Eric

That, 180 degrees turn, is so satisfactory to read. Much needed thanks