The Path that led me to Allaah. - A Prequel to the heart-break series -

"Love business" - its sounds so cold.

i just luv dis story i'm reading it from da begining and im on the 6th page.

Gettin proper interesting!!!

But this love business was distracting her..

and him...

Nu'man Ibn Bashir narrated that the Prophet, may Allah give him peace and blessings, said,

“Verily there is in the body a small piece of flesh, if it is good the whole body is good and if it is corrupted the whole body is corrupted, verily it is the heart.”

(Reported in Bukhari, Muslim)

I'd still come online and 'revise' because i couldn't concentrate at home anyways..


I was tired of love now.. or anything to do with it. I just wanted some space of my own, and someone to talk to.. i needed a new start. But this A thing was dragging on for too long.


I changed my tactics, and i felt i HAD to. I would tell her that it probably would'nt work, it hurt me to do this now.. since i was doing two things at once, my heart would soften from one side, and from the other i would be hurting someone, hoping it could just end.. but i knew it couldn't, because that's exactly how i felt on my first time.. holding on as much as i possibly could.


Sometimes i'd just block her, but then K would come on, so i would unblock her again.. incase she realised.



Today it was my exam, i hadn't revised properly.. but i went for it anyway. I ignored my mates, we had distanced quite alot now... maybe because of what happened in previous situations? But we never spoke much.. the past had passed...



I came back from my first exam, i probably didn't do well.. but atleast it was over. That's what i wanted to do really, get it all finished and then what comes after, i could think about that then.

I logged on;

Hey


Salaam (peace)


u2, hw r u?


i'm ok thx, how was your exam???


it was alright.. urz?


i found it easy.. loll


u think u did well?


yeh insha allah (God willing) i hope so!! lol


lol, so you're just new into all this practising islaam business right?


yeh, u krazyy!! i told u last time rememba?!


oh yh lol


i joined an islamic forum and made some mates there


really?


yeh, there really safe.


lol maybe i should too..


sure, i'll add u into a conversation with someone i know.

... has been added into the conversation.

heyy, this is a bro i know! welcm 2 the convo!


hey.. u ayt?


yeah, i'm good.

...


erm.. so who's who?


this is the sis i know from the forum init!!


oh, kool.



yep.


erm.. so who's that cute kid in your display pic?


that's my niece, cute isn't she?


yeh.. lol


lol

the conversation was dead really.. no-one hardly spoke.


The one who lived near my town, she suddenly signed out.. and became offline.

I thought about leaving the conversation, i never really felt too comfortable anyway..

format_quote Originally Posted by wafa islam

Nice story..

all these off and on friendships kinda makes him confused...

Cant wait to find out what exactly it was that lead him to Allah..

But since this is a true story, did all this things happen to the real person??

salaam alaykum

You know you in most cases, it isn't one action that leads you to the true path of Islam. Rather, it is a bunch of actions put together to form events. These events of the past define your character, complexion and individuality and it is through those actions that we learn our lessons.

I've heard of many brothers who have become more practicing after coming in terms with some form of relationships. (regardless of it working out or not) However, one thing is certain that subsequent to ending relationships people learn lessons. Sometimes these lessons change the person for the better, and others, the person continues on with his habits and wreck havoc in the world.

lol masha Allaah its kool hw u all luvin it.. may Allaah put barakah (blessing) in it to benefit others insha Allaah, ameen.


still workin on the next part yet.. no worries.

Both girls and guys are reading gangster bro, coz its a hevi story, Alhamdulillaah

Salamualikum.
Gyals are reading because there keen to read so respect ma blud
ma'assalama

Actually it's kinda getting boring, he ain't getting nowhere, he keeps meeting these new girls, keeps adding them. and they start talking, he gets tired of them, gets into a fight, blocks them, they email him bak to unblock him. he does.

i thought he'd change by now..