The Path that led me to Allaah. - A Prequel to the heart-break series -

Islam is something i cherish and i thank Allah that he out of his mercy showed me the right path.

and i still struggle. i still have days when i just want to leave my family and go somewhere remote to worship Allah alone. be a muslim. thats all. and not be involved in all these sects/divisions in the religion.

but i feel sad for my brothers and sisters. it makes me want to cry seeing them on this path. and it makes me want to cry when i reflect how mighty and great Allah is and how much injustice we do by not praising him and glorifying him as he so deserves. This is what makes me upset.

i know why u call this the heart breaking sequel....because it rly does break the heart.

format_quote Originally Posted by nuj

no need to be depressed???

i feel like crying my eyes out.

Its so amazing how we humans are so...idiotic. seriously just thinking of the ways of the prophets/sahabas i just feel so ashamed how we spend out lives. what little good we do we tarnish by doing a thousand bad deeds.

and we do all this blatantly. like in the story look how okay it is to chat to the girls/guys and do all the dating stuff. Alhamdullilah i never got caught up in the web...but i know its something that so common.

and i feel sad for the brothers and sisters out there that have been so easily tricked by shaitaan to indulge in this. and far worse. its is sad.

this story series thingy IS DEPRESSING. its the story of our lives tho...isnt it?

yeah wat ur saying is true, but i take this thread as more of a wake up call, as more of a reminder of the great blessings Allahs bestowed upon us. i take it as both a reminder of our past as well as a reminder of the favours.

even many sahabi ikraam radhiallahu ta'ala anhum had sinful pasts sis, may Allah forgive me for uttering such words, we all have our sinful pasts, yes its sad to see people after embracing Islam act in this manner but Allah knows best what is in the hearts, some of them at the age of 40 or 50 could turn out to do an act so great that it benefits islam so greatly by the will of Allah alone of course.

i hope you understand why i can go thru this whole thread, remember the past, regret it, yet come out smiling...

its gratitude, Alhamdullillah

Allah has saved us from the darkness

Alhamdulillah, the gratitude cant be expressed enough...

format_quote Originally Posted by IbnAbdulHakim

yeah wat ur saying is true, but i take this thread as more of a wake up call, as more of a reminder of the great blessings Allahs bestowed upon us. i take it as both a reminder of our past as well as a reminder of the favours.

even many sahabi ikraam radhiallahu ta'ala anhum had sinful pasts sis, may Allah forgive me for uttering such words, we all have our sinful pasts, yes its sad to see people after embracing Islam act in this manner but Allah knows best what is in the hearts, some of them at the age of 40 or 50 could turn out to do an act so great that it benefits islam so greatly by the will of Allah alone of course.

i hope you understand why i can go thru this whole thread, remember the past, regret it, yet come out smiling...

its gratitude, Alhamdullillah

Allah has saved us from the darkness

Alhamdulillah, the gratitude cant be expressed enough...

i dunno.

the story makes me feel cold and empty. i think im rly messed in the head.

i cant explain why im feeling like this. but i just feel rly empty and i feel so sad.

jazakAllah khair fisab, im outta reps but that was beautiful

format_quote Originally Posted by nuj

i dunno.

the story makes me feel cold and empty. i think im rly messed in the head.

i cant explain why im feeling like this. but i just feel rly empty and i feel so sad.

you wanna kno the reason i feel no emptiness?

its because the emptiness was only there WHILST those phases of ignorance was still present with me.

but now that i found islam i feel gratitude, i cant explain it. i find it impossible to be empty. how cna you feel sad when Allahs guided you? shown you the truth? given you the warnings and signs and (this is the most important) given you the TAWFEEQ to avoid sins!

subhanAllah, i dont kno how you feel empty? if you was stil in that phase i would understand but subhanAllah, Allahs saved us from that, la adri i realy dnt kno why anyone would feel empty after truelly embracing islam...

are you sure your still not holding onto the past? thats probably the only reason you would feel empty. lol i kicked the past away ages ago, i jus wanna embrace Allahs will...

format_quote Originally Posted by jzcasejz

Sister nuj I perfectly understand that depressing feeling when going through this thread. It really does get to a person sometimes. But inshaAllaah we all can learn great lessons from this thread as this was the original purpose of this thread. And however sad it may be, it unfortunately is the truth.

InshaAllaah this'd be a means of deriving good from this thread and can teach us valueble lessons i.e. give Da'wah etc... So no worries inshaAllaah.

see, the story just reflects the life of our youths. and its so sad. so heartbreakingly sad that this is what matters to the youth. msn. thats what makes me want to cry.

i am greatful that i am not like that anymore but i still am capabale of feeling sadness and fear on behalf of my young brothers and sisters.

and yes there are benefits to the the story, for one who reads and understands. im just expressing my reaction s'all. not critising the thread...

format_quote Originally Posted by jzcasejz

Alhamdulillaah..I do realise that and honestly, I never in any way wasn't implying that you were holding criticisms against this thread - it was just a little comment from me, nothing to be aimed at anyone or anything. Sorry for the misunderstanding.

me too, forgive me if i said anything bad inshaALlah.


BRO FI-SAB if not anyone else, i want you to kno that, this thread has benefitted me a HUGE amount, jazakAllahu khair, i appreciate it

oh my word.

why is everyone apologising for???

and brother Fi, subhanallah this thread is rly good, and insha'allah will benefit us all.

alhamdulillah (the praise is for Allaah) ... i can tell you guys that yeh we should be sad.. but at the same time this sadness should help us do something positive, if it remains a state of worry and anxiety, and we don't do any action [i.e. to call people to the good] - then that isn't a good thing.


i never knew it benefitted u all that much and the praise is for Allaah due to that. i hope it continues to insha Allaah.. and i know that if people never had experienced the evil side to it, along with the good which they experienced later on - they wouldn't have known that what was done previously is evil.. why? i quoted you the verse right at the beginning of part 4:


And indeed, the devils avert them from the way [of guidance] while they think that they are [rightly] guided.

[Qur'an 43: 37]


so these people wander in the darkness thinking they're all ok, they oppose those who call them to good, and dwell in cheap enjoyments for a temporary while, but when death hits - then the reality comes to them.. but by then its too late.



i never really wanted to explain this in depth since its more of a story and i'd discuss some reflections at the end on the main character.. but u all can continue insha Allaah.


I think i already explained how we can overcome anxiety in a short post here:
http://www.islamicboard.com/693247-post48.html


And i hope u all benefited from what i said.. the next part will be posted tomorrow insha Allaah. may Allaah reward u all again for your time.

jazakAllahu khair

jus came across this now.....

will be looking forward to the nxt part inshAllah...

these things do occur........

format_quote Originally Posted by Muj4h1d4

*sighs* love is so innocent...

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