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Then why have I gone further away from Him? No it's not a test. Having my iman would have been one thing that kept me sane, now I've completely lost it!!
Why would Allah swt want to help me, all I'm doing is complaining and not being thankful for what I have got. And the worst thing is, I can't even help the way I feel or think after going through so much hardship. imsad
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Because He loves you. He loves his slave more than 70 mothers, and He's always waiting for you to call out to Him, to ask of Him, and He will give. That is a promise.
I envy you sis! I really do!
Just imagine, you've been through so many sorrows in this world, what will your status be on the Day of Judgment and in the Hereafter?
Sahih Bukhari, Volume 7, Book 70, Number 551:
Narrated 'Abdullah: I visited Allah's Apostle while he was suffering from a high fever. I said, "O Allah's Apostle! You have a high fever." He said, "Yes, I have as much fever as two men of you." I said, "Is it because you will have a double reward?" He said, "Yes, it is so. No Muslim is afflicted with any harm, even if it were the prick of a thorn, but that Allah expiates his sins because of that, as a tree sheds its leaves."
Think about whatever pain you go through, your sins are shedded from you like a tree sheds its leaves! SubhaanAllaah look at the Mercy!
You're saying Allaah doesn't answer your prayers right? This used to be my thoughts and sometimes I still get these thoughts, astagfirullah. But Allah is never unjust, deep down we all know that. But the stress and the worry is ignited in our heart, and shaytaan turns that into a flame, by making us think bad thoughts about our Rabb, astagfirullah.
May Allaah ease your troubles, give you happiness in both worlds, and grant you a place in Jannat ul Firdous, Ameen. That is a sincered dua from my heart for my sister. InshaAllaah, when Allah has His Mercy on me and lets me enter Paradise, I shall reuqest from Allaah to let me meet my sister in Islam:smile:
I am a sister by the way, just incase you're thinking I don't want to meet no strange bro lol

Take Care <3 x
:wasalamex