So i`m sitting here really :raging::raging: because my mum said she doesn`t want me to be a muslim as she`s worried that i`m going to be a terrorist, like those loner kids that turn to islam,don`t study the:Koran
roperly then go and kill someone.I admit i`ve got anger inside of me,and i`m upsessed with a certain event(that`s down to my OCD) but reading the :Koran: has helped me belong to something it has help me stay on the straight path,i`m really :raging: u couldn`t imagine,if i wrote what i wanted to say i`d take up like 50mb to do it;D.I mean yes i also had my doubts,like getting married cause of the family,and different cultures but i put it more down to my OCD and the Jinns.This just sucks soooooooooo bad,i`m lost now i`m a wreck,sorry for writing this but i just had to.
It just annoys me that just cause of a few people who don`t do things right e.g not shooting air rifles in the street that the rest of us have to suffer, i mean why is that?
Oh well back to my ****** depressing,pointless, unferfilling life.
I also had prove that allah is here,cause you know the surah 113 and 114 i heard that muhammed (PBUH) used to recite it when he felt jinns around i did it and it worked i was actually shocked,i did it again in my head another day it didn`t work,but i read aloud like before and it worked.Oh and now i`ve gone from being a muslim i just feel evil inside,i mean i ain`t evil but you know like i dunno hard to explain.:grumbling:Koran:
I`m just sick and tired of nice people like myself having to suffer for the sake of a few, it`s bull.

It just annoys me that just cause of a few people who don`t do things right e.g not shooting air rifles in the street that the rest of us have to suffer, i mean why is that?
Oh well back to my ****** depressing,pointless, unferfilling life.
I also had prove that allah is here,cause you know the surah 113 and 114 i heard that muhammed (PBUH) used to recite it when he felt jinns around i did it and it worked i was actually shocked,i did it again in my head another day it didn`t work,but i read aloud like before and it worked.Oh and now i`ve gone from being a muslim i just feel evil inside,i mean i ain`t evil but you know like i dunno hard to explain.:grumbling:Koran:
I`m just sick and tired of nice people like myself having to suffer for the sake of a few, it`s bull.