anvandarnamn
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I've had anxiety, panic attacks and depression for quite some time now, as I perceive it, mainly because of existential angst. I've heard that, if you see meaning in life you can live though unspeakable torture with hope, ambition and happiness intact. I see no meaning at all, and indeed, I seem not to be able to cope with the simplest problems since my mood disorders started. Meaning and purpose comes automatically with religion, and since Islam is the most logical and reasonable religion that I know of, I want to become a believing Muslim. Also, I have quite strong connections to Islam. I imagine it might give me some balance and meaning.
However, the problem is that as a modern student, the importance of logic is the mantra that I just can't help myself to discard. My first question is therefore whether a good Muslim under appropriate circumstances may disregard logic, perhaps with the argument that Allah is above logic? I suspect that the answer you will give me is that there is no need to disregard from logic because Islam is totally logical. Well, it better be, because otherwise, I will probably surrender very quickly. I have tried practicing Islam with the hope that doubtless faith will come automatically. It goes alright for a while, and actually feels refreshing, until I start questioning the logic and loose motivation.
The main issue with Islam and logic is for me that I see neither proof nor evidence that any of the beliefs in Islam are true. That means that I should have no more reason to believe in Allah than I have to believe in any other religion or pink penguins hiding in the Sahara desert. If there is no requirement of proof or evidence, then what we choose to have faith in and call truth is arbitrary. The burden of proof must be on the party making a claim opposite to the apparently obvious. Allah's existence is not obvious to me. I can't see, hear, feel or perceive him in any way and I cannot conclude that he exists by means of reason (deduction or induction). Therefore, I'm forced to surrender to the belief that it is at least as probable that he does not exists, as it is that he does exist. With what logic can I then believe in the existence of Allah?
In addition to this, I obviously have many queries concerning the nature of Islam, but if this question can be answered, I’m sure it will be easier to go on from there. Feel free to go off topic if it helps answering the question, but please try not to make it too messy of a discussion.
I'm sorry if this seems like criticism! I know Muslims get plenty of criticism already; I have myself given and taken my fair share, so that’s not my intention. I must confess that I don't expect any good answer because if I did, I wouldn't be depressed in the first place. But I hope you trust in my good intentions anyway and feed the little hope i have left.
Thank you!
However, the problem is that as a modern student, the importance of logic is the mantra that I just can't help myself to discard. My first question is therefore whether a good Muslim under appropriate circumstances may disregard logic, perhaps with the argument that Allah is above logic? I suspect that the answer you will give me is that there is no need to disregard from logic because Islam is totally logical. Well, it better be, because otherwise, I will probably surrender very quickly. I have tried practicing Islam with the hope that doubtless faith will come automatically. It goes alright for a while, and actually feels refreshing, until I start questioning the logic and loose motivation.
The main issue with Islam and logic is for me that I see neither proof nor evidence that any of the beliefs in Islam are true. That means that I should have no more reason to believe in Allah than I have to believe in any other religion or pink penguins hiding in the Sahara desert. If there is no requirement of proof or evidence, then what we choose to have faith in and call truth is arbitrary. The burden of proof must be on the party making a claim opposite to the apparently obvious. Allah's existence is not obvious to me. I can't see, hear, feel or perceive him in any way and I cannot conclude that he exists by means of reason (deduction or induction). Therefore, I'm forced to surrender to the belief that it is at least as probable that he does not exists, as it is that he does exist. With what logic can I then believe in the existence of Allah?
In addition to this, I obviously have many queries concerning the nature of Islam, but if this question can be answered, I’m sure it will be easier to go on from there. Feel free to go off topic if it helps answering the question, but please try not to make it too messy of a discussion.
I'm sorry if this seems like criticism! I know Muslims get plenty of criticism already; I have myself given and taken my fair share, so that’s not my intention. I must confess that I don't expect any good answer because if I did, I wouldn't be depressed in the first place. But I hope you trust in my good intentions anyway and feed the little hope i have left.
Thank you!