Music is one thing that i refuse to give up. It may be bad, it may be good i don't know.
Brother, Alhamdulillah its very good that you have entered into Islam and saved yourself from Jahannam. Allah Subhanahu wa Ta'alaa says that when you enter Islam, you enter into it completely. When you submit your will to Allah, you cant pick and choose what you like for yourself. If Allah says its something Haraam for you in this duniya, then Alahmdulillah that is the truth. This is the beauty of Islam. If you feel something is very soothing for your soul(which is something i disagree to when it comes to music), and you have a liking for that particular thing, if you sacrifice that for the sake of Allah, trust me that is one of the best things you can do for the sake of Allah.
It is not good for your Imaan to disobey Allah when you know something is Haraam.
If i am being perfectly open i take it as a hypocritical stance that some singing is allowed whilst other singing isn't.
I also don't see the logic as to why somebody playing the piano can be a sin, i know as a Muslim i should not really be questioning the logic of rules but that's who i am and its a trait that brought me to Islam.
Mashallah, we need to make our intentions right brother. We are not here in this duniya to please ourselves, we are here to please Allah. With all the bounties that Allah has given us, we cant even do a small sacrifice? and for how long are we going to listen to music? 70? 80? 90? years....dear brother..the life in the Aakhiraa will be forever...comparing that to this small life and enjoying for this short while is not worth while if God forbid we end in the fire of Jahannam. and ...Subhanallah...we will have music in Jannah..we should hope for that.
This is the real test that many Muslims fail to understand. Unless we sacrifice something we really love, for the sake of Allah, we can never get the true taste of Imaan and belief in our Rab, Subhanhu wa T'alaa. Otherwise if we were good by default in nature..there would have been no logic of having all that we know of about Jannah, Jahannam, Afterlife and so on....
Its the effort we put in...so that we can atleast say that Ya Allah we tried our best to please you...but we failed. This is the sirrat al mustaqeem we want to be on....our sole purpose of existence is to please Allah and recognize His greatness. Our priorities should be the orders of Allah rather than our desires. We are ordered to sacrifice our time, wealth, health, knowledge and if necessary even our lives for the sake of Allah....what is the status of music then?
there are clear Hadeeth about the evils of music and the harm it can cause to people. our logic might work in a different way though. and I swear by Allah and it is my own personal experience that music is the most unreal thing in the world. it is really a big fitnah that takes us away from the rememberance of Allah.