My problem and struggle

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I have had waswas for a while and I isolated myself and now I feel my iman missing. I have bad thoughts about islam and Allah I even have kufr thoughts. The worst part is everytime I self talk/ question myself I get a kufr reply in my head. I say I'm Muslim by mouth but when I say something like that my mind goes kafir and so on. I do seek refuge with Allah from these whispers but the thoughts are still there they sometimes go for only 1 second and then come back. Basically I don't have bad thoughts about Allah but now I have kufr thoughts to do with me and my believe my minds/hearts calls me all these kufr words and i uttered I would be out but now I don't know if I'm out or not. I feel like my heart became a munafiq I see all the sign and I did that lying breaking promises so on. Now I don't know if I can make it back because I try but it was my fault for trying to fight back and ponder on these thoughts can I ever be revived?! Cause I don't know if hypocrites can be forgiven.
 
Also I had a dream that I don't want to mention but I think it's coming true [emoji31]
 
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Pray your 5 prayers, do dhikr often and recite Darood Shareef often, :ia: things will get better.
 
Hold on dear brother, those are just waswasa which are very common. Dont let these thoughts let you down. Allah Ta'ala knows you inside out so dont worry about it, because you are a muslim and have Iman inside so the shaitan can often bother people like that.

The way to combat it is to not let these thoughts bother you because it is not from you. May Allah make it easy for you.
 
I usually think they are because the timing of these thoughts come so naturally it's scary. There are points when I repent to Allah and call myself kafir even thought I'm repenting and it happens at specific moment while repenting even when I talk good about Islam or just think about Allah it comes. The only thing that speaks good is my tongue
 
I'm not a kafir I believe I'm Muslim because I do my obligation for a reason and make sure not to show off
 
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I usually think they are because the timing of these thoughts come so naturally it's scary. There are points when I repent to Allah and call myself kafir even thought I'm repenting and it happens at specific moment while repenting even when I talk good about Islam or just think about Allah it comes. The only thing that speaks good is my tongue
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Yes even if that is the case, you should just seek refuge in Allah Azza wa Jal, and carry on whatever you'r doing, as if nothing happened, because the moment you become despondent thats when the shaitan takes advantage, so, know that these thoughts arent from you but the shaitan.

Also read ayatul Kursi after every salah, make abundant dhikr and istighfar, all will help insha'allah.
 
I realise that I keep on falling in the same traps [emoji37] and I shouldn't Do that
 
Well, one man's heaven is another's hell..

What do other people's voices follow when you meet them?

...learn to live with it I suppose.. Or pretend to be someone else.
 
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Your right, pretence us not an option..

Guess you just have to bear with it and gradually change your state of mind over time..

That's all it is at present.
 
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Also I had a dream that I don't want to mention but I think it's coming true [emoji31]
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Salam alaykum

Calm down brother. When we have bad ideas in our mind, they many times comes to our dreams too but it doesn´t mean they will become true. May Allah helps you in your difficult times.
 
Are you saying I should just ignore these thoughts and they will eventually pass away and not keep in a negative state of mind MIA?
 
Lol they will eventually pass.. Rather than pass away oldboy.

I don't think you coined the term waswas
 
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I'm not a kafir I believe I'm Muslim because I do my obligation for a reason and make sure not to show off
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Assalamualaikum.

My concern about Islamic teaching nowadays is emergence of takfiri groups that easily call other Muslims as deviant, or even kuffar. It makes some youths who learn Islam easy to call kuffar to other Muslims, or ...... they begin to doubt about their Iman and start thinking that they are not really Muslims.

Bro, I notice your case. And seem like you become victim of takfir that thrown by takfiri groups.
 
Alright thanks for the advice I know I just need to keep calm and do other things and continue worshiping Allah
 
Eeexcellent, my job here is done..

:|

No but seriously, talking to people or getting a job will help..

Because you can't hold that feeling indefinitely.

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Don´t worry. Most of others too don´t usually get his message.
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:/

Thank yoooooo... I am but a mere poor reflection of any real message..

Iv seen better.
 
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Assalamualaikum.

My concern about Islamic teaching nowadays is emergence of takfiri groups that easily call other Muslims as deviant, or even kuffar. It makes some youths who learn Islam easy to call kuffar to other Muslims, or ...... they begin to doubt about their Iman and start thinking that they are not really Muslims.

Bro, I notice your case. And seem like you become victim of takfir that thrown by takfiri groups.
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I guess my problem is paranoia when I think such a thing I go oh no why did I do that why did I disrespect my creator. I think I just overreacted when I saw signs of a hypocrite that made me lose my edge. But I am pretty sure I can make it out of this mess over time inshallah
 

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