Nitro Zeus
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I’m asking this because, I’ve seen several signs that when I make Du’a( not necessarily to be from Quran) then my Du’a is answered. And also when for example, last time when I woke up and wanted to prepare my school bag for going to school( in haste) because I woke up by mistake late, then I got very angry because I couldn’t find my biology note book, and I asked my mother’s permission to let me stay at home so that the teacher won’t listen to me. But later, something come up in my mind, someone from my mind told me, “you better go school even though you didn’t find your note book nor studied in biology, so that your teacher won’t get mad at you. If you stay at home, she will get very at you that she punish you wish F.” And so, I listened to my conscious, and went to school while saying out of anger, “goddamn it!!! Why life has to be so difficult? I wish for reversal of time so that I may fix the mistake I did yesterday.”
But when I arrived at school, I just waited without hope that she won’t listen to me, and I was thinking that if I were to make Du’a to God To Make my teacher not to listen to me, then God wouldn’t answer my Du’a because I was thinking that I don’t deserve to be saved from failing due to the fact that I haven’t studied on purpose and I was deeply regretting. And when Biology subject arrived, the teacher came, and then she haven’t even listened to me. It was like a surprise.
Even if I didn’t prayed for long time, I still do things which God pleases. And also, I try my best to stay out of shirk as much as I can.
Do you guys think that I’m almost very near to God? Is this one of the signs that I’m close to become a pious Muslim?
And of course, I have did many Duas in past, some are not answered, and I haven’t give up. I continued ‘till my Du’as are answered.
Will I get rewarded for doing so?
But when I arrived at school, I just waited without hope that she won’t listen to me, and I was thinking that if I were to make Du’a to God To Make my teacher not to listen to me, then God wouldn’t answer my Du’a because I was thinking that I don’t deserve to be saved from failing due to the fact that I haven’t studied on purpose and I was deeply regretting. And when Biology subject arrived, the teacher came, and then she haven’t even listened to me. It was like a surprise.
Even if I didn’t prayed for long time, I still do things which God pleases. And also, I try my best to stay out of shirk as much as I can.
Do you guys think that I’m almost very near to God? Is this one of the signs that I’m close to become a pious Muslim?
And of course, I have did many Duas in past, some are not answered, and I haven’t give up. I continued ‘till my Du’as are answered.
Will I get rewarded for doing so?
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