im aging 36 next year,i see my life is already passed.What remains is nothing but years of battling fears of death unless gets a guaranteed dreams of Jannah that momineen do get by the mercy of ALLAH.
Though i do hope & make dua for good times & bit of dunya rewards from Allah - He Ta'ala,promised us in His Qur'an & Ahadeeth,if we do taqwa,repent,shed tears & do good.
We are living in times of extreme hardship where our faiths get extremely punctured.It's a mess & good things don't come to many of us upon Deen,so easy & soon.
Won't we be patient & take joy in doing good deeds by trying even?
Kindness is bestest happiness bringing act. Smile & give regular dawah online esp on all platforms . It's so easy & simple to copy/paste Daily Aayat & Ahadeeth on all social medias.
An excellent act,InshaAllah - in the Sight of Allah Most High.
My focus is hereafter.Was,is & undeniably true that im passing to hereafter life & it should not be a trouble afyer years of painful pangs 24/7.
I can't do anything about anything that happens to me.Just sideline though as in the hadeeth:
"Dua is worship"
I try a bit of ibadah routine as when I'm in good state of imaan - ALLAH knows my tries.I know He knows me in terribly horrible situation - extremely paranormal so i just leave it on to Him & engage in worldly things.
Total Escape.
Azaan brings me back & at times im grateful to Allah Almighty for obligation of namaaz.
Shukr Alhamdulillah
Prophet (sallAllahu alayhe wasallam) told us :
"Thinking well of Allah is an act of ibadah"
Think good.Think ALLAH will never abondon you.Think of meeting ALLAH Most Compassionate with your daughter.Think that it's a tŕial.Think,good because how we assume of ALLAH - He is that.
May Allah Ta'ala protect & bless you in both lives!Aameen