I have a problem I dont know who to follow!!!
I try to follow what my brain tells me is right!!!
Im from a non religious family!!! But lately I have become very interested in the religion.
That is great that you are becoming interested in your religion, however, to follow "conservatism" and "reformism" is a mistake. Reform Judaism began in Germany to try and secularize Jews. They allow intermarriage and because they do so, they have driven up the intermarriage rate since it is according to them "legal". Only a while back, did they actaully "allow" Kippot and Tallit again in their services. The Cinservative movement formed from them because an argument over some unkosher food at a conference of theres.
Orthodox Judaism is the only legit form of Judaism because we follow the Torah which is "eternal". I am afraid that if you wish to embrace the Torah lifestyle, and become more religious it will be nessesary to follow the Talmud to some point. If you just followed the Tanakh, well... you would be following a different religion.
I mean, what tefillin would you wear?? How would you tie your tallit tzit tzit? What would you do for Succot?
G-d gave an instruction manual for life called the Torah to the Jewish people. The Five books of Moses contain the basic outline of what we have to do but they leave a tremendous amount to be explained. The Torah says “Don’t Kill”. How about abortion? Euthanasia? Let’s say someone is threatening to kill me? No explanations. So He also gave us oral explanations to each passage in the Torah. They were passed down orally from generation to generation until about 2000 years ago when the Mishna and then the Talmud were written down to explain the Torah and present the basic outlines of the oral transmission. The Talmud contains these explanations as well as Rabbinic decrees, ethics, health guidelines, philosophy, even humor.
When Moses received the Torah from G-d, there were two parts to it – the written law and the oral law. Without the oral explanation much of the written law is ambiguous and not understandable. For example, we are commanded to put on “teffilin”, or “totafos”. What are these? What color are they? What shape? What’s in them? The list goes on and on. The oral law is what makes the written bible understandable, and meaningful. Many years later, around the time of the destruction of the second Temple, the Sages felt that the oral law had to be put into writing. Due to all the persecutions against the Jews, they felt that if the oral law wasn’t written, it would be totally forgotton. This is the Talmud.
Generally, the Jewish Bible, and the Torah refer to the written law. (Although Torah can be used to mean the oral Torah – or the oral law). The Talmud is the oral law. They were all given by G-d to Moses, but the oral law was first committed to writing at the time of the destruction of the Second Temple – around the year 70 CE.
When we speak of our “Sages” we are refering to the great rabbis of previous generations. These rabbis were not like the rabbis of today. Today we have to struggle to understand the most simple of concepts. To the sages, the Torah was constantly on the forefront of their minds. They saw a piece of text, not as an isolated piece, but as a part of a bigger picture.
Throughout Jewish history there have been a number of rabbis who fall under the category of “sage.” They lived in times when mystical learning was part and parcel with understanding the basics of Jewish philosophy. In other words, the sages were not your normal, everyday rabbis of old. They were the rabbis who truly understood our oral and written traditions. They had a pure tradition and could see things about Judaism that others could not.
When asking about who they were specifically, we call them “Chazal.” This is an acronim for “Chachamim zichronam levracham.” This means, “Rabbis of blessed memory.” If you want a sample then Rabbi Yehudah HaNasi, the codifier of the mishna is a great example, as well as Rabbi Akiva, whom you may have heard of.