Hidden!

I have been waiting for so long
for a miracle to come along
people told me to be strong
hold on and dont shed a tear.

Mum said, 'why cant you be more like his or her daughter'
**** im sick of it
sometimes i sit and stare
i think and hope life would be fair.

Remember Allah knows
so why should we complain
we always want sunshine
but he knows there must be rain.

But i guess through all the ups and downs
some will be there and some just cannot be found
lots of questions keep spinning in my mind
maybe its time to leave the rest behind.

let the rain come down and wash away my tears
let it fill my soul and drown my fears
and let it shatter the walls for a new sun
have the new days already begun?

in the end it doesnt really matter what they do
and it doesnt matter what they say
cuz when it comes to living my life they know that i dont play

so i decide to hide behind a mask
and you cant see my face
Im in a happy place
the truth is, thats a lie
but u cant really tell
thats all is in the back of my mind!!

Written By Neelam Ahmed