How does Allah deal with Duas for impossible ?

There was a time when I 'fell'. I lost my business, had no money. Then Ramadhan came. I felt sad because I wanted I had money in Eid to buy something for my wife and my child. So I made dua, wish Allah make me could get money in Eid.

Time passed by, and nothing happened. However, in the middle of Ramadhan suddenly I got a feeling that I should visit my mother. So I went to my mother's home. At there I met my uncle who visited my mother too. I rarely met my uncle because his job made him always move from one place to other places. Then when I talked with him suddenly too I remember his acquaintances who produce Eid parcel. I asked him to connect me with that Eid parcel producer. Two days later I started to sell Eid parcel on my mother home terrace. Alhamdulillah, when Eid came I had money more than I expect.

Yes, Allah didn't give me money, but He showed me the way to get money. I believe, the feeling that I should go to my mother home was the answer of my dua. Imagine if I didn't visit my mother in that time. I would not meet my uncle, would not sell Eid parcel, would not have money for Eid.

Like I have said, Allah not always answer our dua in the way that we expect. And if we are not aware, then we would not know that Allah has answered our dua. Brother, probably Allah often grant your dua, but you did not realize because you expect the answer in the way that you want. Try to remember, probably you ever made dua because you expect something. Then you got an idea about what you should do. But you ignored this idea because that was not the answer that you want.

format_quote Originally Posted by smallkid

I am joke of a person who fails in everything he does and everything is impossible for me so I asked if any dua can be fulfilled.

Indeed.

To selfishly wish for something that may not be aligned with the will of God with thanks to him is, well, selfish, and generally not the example we are supposed to portray, or the direction under God that we are to follow. You can find beauty in Everything, even yourself through the trust and truth of God.

Thank you.

format_quote Originally Posted by smallkid

my only dua is death now as no interest in life. I know nothing is gonna improve but Allah is not listening to me in giving me death either.

He holds back death for your own good. Patience and perseverance under God. The light will start to shine on you friend. Let go of self and do and hold on to what you KNOW is right. Be thankful that you haven't left. You most likely have important work, under God of course. Don't give up, don't give in.
I wish you the best.

All praise is to the One God.