Today when I was in class and I’m only Muslim in that class and all the rest are Christians. I’m on the break times few boys went to buy food and they bought donuts and then when the break time is over our Christian teacher came and then one of the Christian girls said “aah, my head is burning” and the teacher asked her”why?” And she replayed “it is said that those who don’t believe in God will have headache and one of the crazy Christian boy said to her “you’ve been cursed with stupidity” or something like that. I don’t remember exactly how it was because I forgot and then I told this story to my Christian mother and then I realized that I have committed kufr. Now I don’t know if it is true or not as what I think. Now I’m very stressed thinking “have I committed a disbelief or not?” Sorry to say but I don’t remember the exact story. And thus, I did not laughed because of what joke that Christian boy made, I laughed because the way he replayed that’s it, but I did not had any intention to be his partner in transgression because that wouldn’t make sense at all. Sometimes I remember but sometimes I forgot because I don’t know exactly their conversation. And in my class I have one crazy Christian boy who likes to make excellent jokes every time.
I hope I didn’t asked a nonsense question. I don’t know if it sound silly or not but hopely not.
Can you tell me please if I have committed a disbelief? Because, I’m scared.
Ok. Thank you very much for your answer. May God reward you. I’ll put in practice your advice. And what to do I I’m not able to cry nor to shake when I make Du’a?
Ok. Thank you very much for your answer. May God reward you. I’ll put in practice your advice. And what to do I I’m not able to cry nor to shake when I make Du’a?
You dont have to be crying or shaking when making dua. Its abt whats in your heart not ur physical actions.
when you're alone with your God in the silence and you get some tears is not a sign of weakness.. this is a sincere feeling in du'a, when you fear of Allah swt, regret and guilt, love and hope, grants and gifts that one day Allah swt Will give you..
when you're alone with your God in the silence and you get some tears is not a sign of weakness.. this is a sincere feeling in du'a, when you fear of Allah swt, regret and guilt, love and hope, grants and gifts that one day Allah swt Will give you..
Aaaa, I understand. I have just watched few videos about punishment in grave and now I started to feel little bit fear but that is only the beginning of developing fear because my intention is to grow my fear of God and now I started to imagine myself that I’m punished in grave while right now I’m not even in grave and that made me to start to fear God again. Uhh, is there a Hadith that says Ikhlas can wipe also the biggest sin ever(disbelief, shirk, idol etc..)? Because, I heard that it wipes out major sins but what about the worst sin ever? Does it also wipes away? Is that ok how I did in order to recover the lost fear?
Aaaa, I understand. I have just watched few videos about punishment in grave and now I started to feel little bit fear but that is only the beginning of developing fear because my intention is to grow my fear of God and now I started to imagine myself that I’m punished in grave while right now I’m not even in grave and that made me to start to fear God again. Uhh, is there a Hadith that says Ikhlas can wipe also the biggest sin ever(disbelief, shirk, idol etc..)? Because, I heard that it wipes out major sins but what about the worst sin ever? Does it also wipes away? Is that ok how I did in order to recover the lost fear?
you are still alive in this world which means you can always make du'a and always hope.. du'a should be very sincere
sincerity and hope are the most important things. Sincerity and hope in your heart when you wish something in du'a that Allah swt Will accept it.. make your du'a in tahajjud prayer, it's between isha and fajr
God (Allah) is Most Gracious, Most Merciful, Forgiving
you are still alive in this world which means you can always make du'a and always hope.. du'a should be very sincere
sincerity and hope are the most important things. Sincerity and hope in your heart when you wish something in du'a that Allah swt Will accept it.. make your du'a in tahajjud prayer, it's between isha and fajr
God (Allah) is Most Gracious, Most Merciful, Forgiving
So that’s mean when I’m about to make tachajood, I mean, I raise my head a little bit and then I rise my finger and then I can make any Du’a that I want and then I say “Atahiatu lilahi salatu wa taibatu, asalamu alyka auha nabiu wa rahmatula wa barakatul...”? And also I can make any Du’a when I make prostration, like I say in replace of “subhanala” with this “O Allah! I beg You for this miracle to happen, please You’re the only one capable of doing this and nobody else please then I continue the prayer till the end of it. Like this you can do while you’re on prostration as I described there? Because, I don’t want to do a mistake there.
Today in Romanian literature, we started with a beautiful poem called “Luceafarul” by Mihai Eminescu and then our Romanian Christian teacher asked us “would the girl accept his offer to leave this world and come to his world”? In here it was about deity and I said as a form of a joke “of course yes, every girl wished to be granted this kind of offer” and then the teacher said “no, because she will reject his offer because he is ugly and not from this world” but then I have realized that I have committed shirk or kufr. My question is: is that only in my mind that I have committed this? Can you please please answer me this? I’m very stressed about this because I want to be far away from kufr. The main reason that I joked is, that I’m trying to make my teacher think good of me and I want also to impress her, that’s my wish.
Last edited by Nitro Zeus; 03-26-2018 at 08:25 PM.
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