Salam

are there any brothers or sisters what do you do for a living? my life is verry messy right now and my future is not very clear... i always wanted to do programming/coding and want to learn it from home? so i can work from home or work for a company. and therefore pray more easily 5 times prayer and in mosque perhaps. but im in diffuculty since i dont know what i want to become? what should i do? im not very strong so i cannot do for example construction work or something. brain wize im smart but have adhd. so idk what to do at this moment. how did you brothers and sisters tidy up your life and changed it for the better and became self sufficient with help of Allah swt?