Yeah, I hate you!!!
I scream in at her
She is silent, not mad
I miss what we were
You blame me for everything!!!
I say each passing day
I loathe your rules
And despise what you say
She may have loved me
When I was one
But now I am angry
Look what she has done
She has made all these rules
To make my life right
So why am I mad?
I am a teen, I fight.
She is my mother
I thought she would know
This just is a stage
I am still going to grow
I am lost in this place
Trying to fit in
Trying to be right
Trying to win
You are ruining my life
I say again and again
I am angry, I am blamed
In this house that I am in
Mom sleeps all day
I find it freeing
I go where I want
Partying I am needing
I come home, I am drunk
I do not really care
I stare at the chair
And fall asleep there
In the morning I wake
I stumble into the kitchen
Looking for breakfast
but it is missin'
I am mad so I go to wake mom
How ungrateful can I be?
I do not have a breakfast
Pitiful, teenager, me
I crack open the door
"GET UP!!" I yell
Then I look in the door
and see where mom fell
Carpets soaked red
I do not understand
What? Why? What the heli?
I look and I see a note in her hand
"I am sorry" It read
"I guess you do not need me
I cannot be the mom you want me to be
I tried and I am sorry I ruined your life
Maybe it is better now that I took a knife
Maybe I did what you teens want to do
But this is what you wanted, didn't you?
Tell your dad, and your sister, I love them all
I realized I am worthless, I had to fall
Now you do not have to take any blame
I did this because I am causing you pain
I love you and I did not know how to show
I am sorry I won't get to see you grow"
My tears mix with her blood
It is all my fault, I cry
Yes! I will take the blame!
Another tear drips from my eye
What will I tell my dad?
What happened to the wife he had?
Oh, I am horrible what can I do?
My tears soak her clothes all the way through
Another ungrateful teen that did not care
Caused a suicide she could not bare
The death of her mother she will always regret...
The death of her hero, she will never forget...
"I am sorry" It read
"I guess you do not need me
I cannot be the mom you want me to be
I tried and I am sorry I ruined your life
Maybe it is better now that I took a knife
Maybe I did what you teens want to do
But this is what you wanted, didn't you?
Our Lord! Verily, we have heard the call of one calling to Faith: 'Believe in your Lord,' and we have believed.
Our Lord! Forgive us our sins and expiate from us our evil deeds, and make us die (in the state of righteousness) along with Al-Abrar
O Allah Wash away my sins with the water of snow and hail, and cleanse my heart from sin as a white garment is cleansed from filth, and put a great distance between me and my sins, as great as the distance You have made between the East and the West.”
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