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Maria_786
Asalamu alykum my brothers and sisters
O thank you soooo much for taking time and readin my thread, truly i love u alll, thank you soooo much for ur advice, i think i needed assurance and u gave it to me, everything u all sed is rite and INSHALLAH i will do exactly do as u say, truly i will do it, i wil stop listning to the shaytaan, o thank you soooo much family, thank you thank you, THNAK YOU i love you all, i will get bac INSHALLAH, i will, as u all hav sed i jus need to build my imaam make it like a brick wall so wen the thoughts cum i can beat them, i have been readin all ur posts, and since then i have tried my best to block them, i say to myself its the shaytaan, the shaytaan hates me and he wants to hurt ALLAH (swt), and then i get angry and start saying i will neva follow u, u stupid shaytaan, i will always follow ALLAH (swt), i say this in ma mind, its like i have a convo, but i wont let these stupid thoughts chnage my life and make me a disobediant servant, i have dun enuf harmful acts since this started, i will go bac, INSHALLAH, o THANK YOU BROTHERS AND SISTERS again for ur help, u gave me assurance, thnak you for all the links as well, i truly appreicate it, i truly do, i love you all
Also i kept on thinkin about wat glo sed and i made sense to me and i neva thought of this, she sed:
If God is always there and yet he seems far away, perhaps it is you who have distanced yourself?
i kept on pondering ova this and it is very tru, since i have put all these thoughts in ma head, i moved away from ALLAH (swt), thats y i wasnt happy, that line helps me wen the thoughts cum, thank you glo, thank you sooo much, and also sis Aalimah i will tel the shaytaan to get lost i will INSHALLAH i will, im strong Alhmdullilah, i will
Again thank you all so much, every one of you, EVERY ONE OF YOU, truly thank you, thank you
Asalamu alykum my family, thank you again
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