Am a happy person, well not raelly, but in the sense that it doesnt take much to make me happy.
I get upset, well not upset, but 'down' well, its not an upset or down thing, I dont know how to explain.
I have alot of moments where I do cry because I know that things are gonna come to an end i.e. judgement day, and I remember things and I know I wont have those things again, I remember memories and it gets to me.
I look back alot, not in a bad way, just a reflective way, it's good I think, I always have been like that, since before Islam, even in my Christian days.
As for life going fast, I dont know, it does feel like its gone fast, when I think, 'dang, Im 19 nearly 20' I do think its amazing, a thing thats kinda crept up on me, but I have plenty of memories which kinda feel in the gaps so it doesn't seem like its happend fast.
But if you ask me, has the year of Islam for me gone fast since I embraced it, I'll say 'HELLLLL Yea' well not hell but ya know
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