you might look at a histological slide like this
and see an ocean of nonsensical pink.. some might think it is a volcanic eruption with a few lava lakes?.. some might assimilate all those whorls to a great piece of art? some might think it cartoonish lasagna gone bad in the sun.. some might think it accidental goo with no meaning a chance event..
some more learned might see it as cells forming connective tissue.. that is what fibroblasts do.. they form connective tissue and they are content to not go beyond that.. and some others might see it as healing cells.. and they wouldn't be wrong indeed those cells come in when there is a wound to form scar tissue.. some others might perceive them to be disfiguring cells?.. face it.. 'scar tissue' never looks like normal tissue it means you are disfigured.. but that is what has come in to save you from having a gaping, open wound .. So you can see how there are only two correct answers.. one deeper than the other.. and one though somewhat correct is very sinister..
for it only saw bad in something that is there to save you....
I suppose what I am trying to say.. the signs are there, if you are looking... and the meaning you attribute, has alot more to do with you than with the one who created you from two cells that your parents donated...
except I honestly think it is so much easier than that, and it won't require you waste 8 yrs of your life to find proper meaning.. you can go as deep or superfical as you like.. but once you have full understanding.. there is no greater reward... I pray you find that reward before it is too late...
peace!