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I was stopped at a crossroad when I noticed the motorcycle rider beside me. He wore helmet, leather jacket, jeans, and boot. Suddenly a question appeared in my mind. "Is he Muslim?. If he is Muslim, is he allowed to dress like this?". Immediately an image appeared in my mind, the image of how Muslim should dress when he ride motorcycle, wear gamis, turban, and sandals. But a moment later I 'awoke'. "Oh no!, this silly thought comes in my mind again!".
OKay, I will start from beginning.
I was born in Muslim family in Muslim majority country. And like other Muslims, I learn Islam since I was kid from Islamic teachers. Now, although not directly, I still learn Islam from Islamic teachers in my place, through their lectures on TV, or through their Islamic articles in magazine and newspapers. Alhamdulillah, I got many knowledge to know how to live as Muslim. Yes, those Islamic teachers really enlightening me.
Later after I used internet I began to thinking to build the ties of silaturahim with Muslims from other places. So I looked for a 'place' where I can meet other Muslims, and I decided to join in this forum. My activity in forum made me wanted to visit Islamic sites, and learn. Then I visited few Islamic sites that look interesting. However, instead of enlightened, I began to confused.
Islam that I found in these sites was different than Islam that taught by Islamic teachers in my place. Far more stricter!. In example, Muslims should always follow Qur'an and sunnah. I could understand if this was about ibadah. But in muamalah or non ibadah matter, should Muslims always follow sunnah?. How if I do something that haven't exist in period of Rasulullah?.
In one site I found statement that describe dawah in radio as against sunnah since Rasulullah and sahaba never used radio for dawah. In another site, Muslims should not establish Muslim organization because salaf never established organization. I also found an order for Muslim to leave fiqh because follow fiqh is against sunnah.
Another thing that confuse me is prohibition to imitate non-Muslims. Indeed, Islamic teachers in my place tell the same thing too. But what I found in these sites was stricter because that include prohibition to speak language that spoken by non-Muslims, and prohibition to use technologies that invented by non-Muslims. It confused me because this fatwa was written in English and posted in internet!.
I began to feel something weird when I visited a bookstore in year 2010. I found a good book about nature and thought to buy it for my children to teach them to love nature. But suddenly a question appeared in my mind, "Are Muslims allowed to care to the nature?". I remember non-Muslim people who active in nature preservation and I began to thinking if I care to the nature, it's mean I imitate non-Muslims. So I put the book back on rack and leave the bookstore. I 'awoke' just few meters after I left the bookstore. I asked myself, "What happen with me?. Why I thought like that?". But I decided to go home without buy that book.
I never again visit those Islamic sites. But I don't know why the silly thought is still haunting my mind and can appear anytime. Like when I ate noodle, I asked myself "Are Muslims allowed to eat noodle?". When I saw someone rode bicycle, I asked myself "Are Muslims allowed to ride bicycle?". It's happen spontaneously without I can prevent. It always makes me confused for a moment until I 'awake'.
I don't know, how could those sites affect my mind like this?. Even after I leave those sites for few years. Is it because my iman is not strong enough?.
To be honest, it sometime makes me think to leave the forum. Yeah, there was something that ever happened. One day when I was confused I felt like I heard a voice in my mind that order me to leave Islamic sites in internet, and back to learn from real teachers in the real world. But I feel hard to leave Islamicboard that I love.
OKay, I will start from beginning.
I was born in Muslim family in Muslim majority country. And like other Muslims, I learn Islam since I was kid from Islamic teachers. Now, although not directly, I still learn Islam from Islamic teachers in my place, through their lectures on TV, or through their Islamic articles in magazine and newspapers. Alhamdulillah, I got many knowledge to know how to live as Muslim. Yes, those Islamic teachers really enlightening me.
Later after I used internet I began to thinking to build the ties of silaturahim with Muslims from other places. So I looked for a 'place' where I can meet other Muslims, and I decided to join in this forum. My activity in forum made me wanted to visit Islamic sites, and learn. Then I visited few Islamic sites that look interesting. However, instead of enlightened, I began to confused.
Islam that I found in these sites was different than Islam that taught by Islamic teachers in my place. Far more stricter!. In example, Muslims should always follow Qur'an and sunnah. I could understand if this was about ibadah. But in muamalah or non ibadah matter, should Muslims always follow sunnah?. How if I do something that haven't exist in period of Rasulullah?.
In one site I found statement that describe dawah in radio as against sunnah since Rasulullah and sahaba never used radio for dawah. In another site, Muslims should not establish Muslim organization because salaf never established organization. I also found an order for Muslim to leave fiqh because follow fiqh is against sunnah.
Another thing that confuse me is prohibition to imitate non-Muslims. Indeed, Islamic teachers in my place tell the same thing too. But what I found in these sites was stricter because that include prohibition to speak language that spoken by non-Muslims, and prohibition to use technologies that invented by non-Muslims. It confused me because this fatwa was written in English and posted in internet!.
I began to feel something weird when I visited a bookstore in year 2010. I found a good book about nature and thought to buy it for my children to teach them to love nature. But suddenly a question appeared in my mind, "Are Muslims allowed to care to the nature?". I remember non-Muslim people who active in nature preservation and I began to thinking if I care to the nature, it's mean I imitate non-Muslims. So I put the book back on rack and leave the bookstore. I 'awoke' just few meters after I left the bookstore. I asked myself, "What happen with me?. Why I thought like that?". But I decided to go home without buy that book.
I never again visit those Islamic sites. But I don't know why the silly thought is still haunting my mind and can appear anytime. Like when I ate noodle, I asked myself "Are Muslims allowed to eat noodle?". When I saw someone rode bicycle, I asked myself "Are Muslims allowed to ride bicycle?". It's happen spontaneously without I can prevent. It always makes me confused for a moment until I 'awake'.
I don't know, how could those sites affect my mind like this?. Even after I leave those sites for few years. Is it because my iman is not strong enough?.
To be honest, it sometime makes me think to leave the forum. Yeah, there was something that ever happened. One day when I was confused I felt like I heard a voice in my mind that order me to leave Islamic sites in internet, and back to learn from real teachers in the real world. But I feel hard to leave Islamicboard that I love.