Assalamualikum,
Hi sis i can understand how you are feeling, as I was in ur plight also. My self esteem were very low. I practically hated my self. After some time i realised. IS it all worth it. Critisizing one self is equivalent to critisize the creater. Sis he created us for a reason. Would you want to critisize Allah SWT for that. I always told myself that Allah has created me this way to test me. I increased by self esteem by praying and etc. How we look like is not in our hands. Don't worry about others. Believe in Allah and surely he will help u oversome this as i did insyallah.
Hi sis i can understand how you are feeling, as I was in ur plight also. My self esteem were very low. I practically hated my self. After some time i realised. IS it all worth it. Critisizing one self is equivalent to critisize the creater. Sis he created us for a reason. Would you want to critisize Allah SWT for that. I always told myself that Allah has created me this way to test me. I increased by self esteem by praying and etc. How we look like is not in our hands. Don't worry about others. Believe in Allah and surely he will help u oversome this as i did insyallah.