AnonymousPoster
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I started becoming religious about 4 months ago, and straight after, i had a Jinn experience...i was sleeping at night, woke up, moved over to my side all of a sudden i was paralysed, couldn't speak, couldn't move...nothing, and until i said allah's name...it went. I didn't really realise what happened to me but all of a sudden i felt scared but didn't know why and i talked to one religious girls and she said it was a jinn. I wasn't really familiar with jinn's...just thought they lived in woods and came out at night...however i tried not to let what happened get to me. But then a few days after...i had a panic attack out of the blue and i didn't know why...then the following two weeks, i basically lost the plot, thought i was going crazy, thought i was dying. it was just all surreal. i had to go to a molvi who said i had a jinn with me who followed me everywhere and was causing me distress...he gave me a tasveeh and some holy water and inshallah i got better...however i started to develop anxiety and thought i was going to do, i thought i couldn't breathe and now my body has become depressed. from a bubbly fun loving girl who everyone said was always happy...i am not broken in pieces and i feel like theres no where out. i have hyprochrondia, severe headaches and i just don't know what to do anymore...i just pray to allah (swt) to get me out of this mess because i can't seem like a way out, i always think there's something wrong with me even tho i know there isn't...i just want to be back to me normal self and can't stop crying...i'm really trying to keep myself strong but i can't believe a jinn could ruin me like this 



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