Ashamed

[cat eyes]

Assalamualikum

Hope your all well and in the highest of imaan. I don’t want to go into detail but recently I have felt my imaan falling, I don’t know how it started but I have let my nafs overpower me and fallen into shaytans trap. As well as my imaan, my self esteem has gone down to almost zero, and I feel so worthless...

Anyway the last few days I have actively tried to pray on time, and make good intentions for the day but nothing seems to be working. Its as if there’s a barrier between me and being able to do good deeds. I do feel ashamed having to make this post, but I don’t know who else to talk to. I feel incredibly lonely in my journey...I tried to talk to someone last week but she didn’t understand.

The thing is I don’t think I can pick myself up on my own, I need help and support from other people, I need a buddy to check that I am up for Fajr prayers, and to check I’m not wasting my day doing useless things. I feel like I’m falling so deep into this trap that it might be impossible for me to turn back. Ive tried to listen to my favourite lectures and read books...but these seem to have only temporary effects on me.

Please pray for meimsad

salaam sis it happens with every muslim trust me... its that shaytaan! he wants to pull the faithful servants down. our weapon against him my sweety is to PRAY when we get these feelings of doubt :statisfie
trust me its the best weapon. the jihad comes against shaytaan when your feeling lazy for prayer, you have to fight to finish that laziness and push yourself as much as you can to get up from that comfy bed your in or that comfortable sofa. of Allah sees your fighting te shaytaan.. he will make your path easy for you of course with patience. ramadhan mubarek

 

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In the name of Allah the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful. May He bestow His peace and blessings on His messenger, Muhammad, his family, Companions, and all of those who follow them sincerely.


Sister Peal,

It happened to me and others, I was down feeling and disappointed but my heart is always straight to Allah. Be patience, keep going to pray everyday. I get better and better when I read Qur'an every night myself and communicated with Almighty Allah (SWT). If you feel like no response from Him, it will definitely answer your prayer anytime when you don't know or see. I noticed it, Insha'Allah! :statisfie

Don't give up your hope!

Allah is always closer to you than your vain and He hears and knows everything.

"And when My servants ask you concerning Me, then surely I am very near; I answer the prayer of the suppliant when he calls on Me." (2:186)

"It was We Who created man, and We know what dark suggestions his soul makes to him: for We are nearer to him than (his) jugular vein. (50:16)

"Whatever good, (O man!) happens to thee, is from Allah; But whatever evil happens to thee, is from thy (own) soul." (4:79)


Be Positive, Be Strong, Be Secure, And Read Prayer daily.