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Wa alaykum assalam,
Everybody has given such good advice here alhamdulillah, sister you are definitely in my duas.
I understand that your husband has been doing terrible things, although in a moment of desperation your response was even worse and would do more harm than good. Alhamdulillah that you have realised that. Definitely don't return to that magician or whatever he his, what he has done has long taken him out of the fold of Islam - and he can't do anything for you.
Just make sincere repentance to Allah swt and never, ever commit that mistake again. And ask forgiveness of your husband, and I'm thinking maybe you would want to bring an elder or respected figure in your community to act as an intermediary and resolve any of the other problems you might have in your marriage.
InshaAllah with sincere intentions and tawbah everything will be resolved.
And don't ever despair of the mercy of Allah swt - whilst you are living on this earth, you have the opportunity to always turn back to Him and repent for your sins with a sincere heart - and He will forgive you, no matter how huge they are:
The Prophet (sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam) said: “Allah, Blessed and Exalted is He, says, ‘O son of Adam, as long as you call on Me, I shall forgive you of what you have done, and think nothing of it. O son of Adam, even if your sins were to reach up to the clouds in the sky, and then you were to ask for My forgiveness, I would forgive you and think nothing of it. O son of Adam, even if you were to come to Me with sins nearly as great as the earth, and then you were to meet Me after death, not worshipping anything besides Me, I would bring you forgiveness nearly as great as the earth.’” [Tirmidhi]
Everybody has given such good advice here alhamdulillah, sister you are definitely in my duas.
I understand that your husband has been doing terrible things, although in a moment of desperation your response was even worse and would do more harm than good. Alhamdulillah that you have realised that. Definitely don't return to that magician or whatever he his, what he has done has long taken him out of the fold of Islam - and he can't do anything for you.
Just make sincere repentance to Allah swt and never, ever commit that mistake again. And ask forgiveness of your husband, and I'm thinking maybe you would want to bring an elder or respected figure in your community to act as an intermediary and resolve any of the other problems you might have in your marriage.
InshaAllah with sincere intentions and tawbah everything will be resolved.
And don't ever despair of the mercy of Allah swt - whilst you are living on this earth, you have the opportunity to always turn back to Him and repent for your sins with a sincere heart - and He will forgive you, no matter how huge they are:
The Prophet (sal Allahu alayhi wa sallam) said: “Allah, Blessed and Exalted is He, says, ‘O son of Adam, as long as you call on Me, I shall forgive you of what you have done, and think nothing of it. O son of Adam, even if your sins were to reach up to the clouds in the sky, and then you were to ask for My forgiveness, I would forgive you and think nothing of it. O son of Adam, even if you were to come to Me with sins nearly as great as the earth, and then you were to meet Me after death, not worshipping anything besides Me, I would bring you forgiveness nearly as great as the earth.’” [Tirmidhi]
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