Hello my brothers, I need to ask something, In the past few weeks i have been doing some very bad stuff on the internet, it seems like an addiction for me. Everytime I say I will stop, it just hits me that i have to do it again. I feel like I am being tested by Allah SwT and i just cannot stop it. I am born from an islamic family and just started praying about 3 weeks ago. I feel horrible about my self when i have to say what i have been doing on the internet. So if you want to know Private message me. I also now just bought the book "The Meaning of The Holy Quran" by Abdullah Yusuf Ali. Its making me understand the Quran better, now I have this book sitting next to me everywhere so everytime i try to do that bad thing i look at it and say no. Is this a good Idea?
Please help
Please help