Sister Emina's thoughts [emoji404]
[emoji262] People sometimes want to fit in, and in order to do so - they change. Sometimes because of our ways as Muslims, or other things in background, you feel like you need to apologize or be different so you could get some sort of approval. Humans are social beings, and that's fine. I read that more you get close to people, you want to get away from them. I guess they are never enough. And you will never be enough. Sometimes, that makes me sad, thinking that I will dissapoint people. But than again, I am dissapointing my Lord every single day. They are not my top priority to please. They should not even be in the priority list, because it is right there in Al-Fatiha, when we ask Allah to guide us to get blessings, and admit that we will either make Him angry or get lost in the process of finding them the other way. Humans dont own anything, we all miss our real home. And I loved that part about Giant in me, because I sometimes feel so weak, and that I am trying to please people, thay I forget that I live my own life, and no matter how fused everything is, and melted together, everyone of us is so unique and different that is amazing that we even function together. And it helps motivating to change, it gives you the key, which you always had, you just didn't know or were scared.
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