So this night I experienced this:
Before I went to pray Ishaa, I was going to make wudu and something in my head (not auditory) said" if you do wudu your face will break out in boils" I was a bit freaked out because I have an anxiety disorder and I am coming from christianity to Islam so me leaving christianity is hard.
The second thing to happen was " if you pray this prayer then you will die and not wake up tomorrow". I don't understand why this happened and I'm not schizophrenic or anything but.... why would that happen in my head! I've also " heard" (this could be my subconscious christian guilt speaking) that "if i take shahadah i will burn in hell". Any thoughts?
note: I have not "officially " taken shahadah yet
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Before I went to pray Ishaa, I was going to make wudu and something in my head (not auditory) said" if you do wudu your face will break out in boils" I was a bit freaked out because I have an anxiety disorder and I am coming from christianity to Islam so me leaving christianity is hard.
The second thing to happen was " if you pray this prayer then you will die and not wake up tomorrow". I don't understand why this happened and I'm not schizophrenic or anything but.... why would that happen in my head! I've also " heard" (this could be my subconscious christian guilt speaking) that "if i take shahadah i will burn in hell". Any thoughts?
note: I have not "officially " taken shahadah yet
