Hi my brothers and sisters,
I am a teenager with bpd. I take medication for my mood and for sleep. I was a very bad muslim back then, I wouldn’t even call myself muslim because I had bad friends and needed to find Islam. I do a lot of efforts to concentrate on my deen but sometimes I do impulsive decisions. I am scared to commit those disgusting sins I had done and I am very scared of the of judgment since we never when it’ll happen. When I commit those sins I do repent but I always feel like a hypocrite and that I am not worthy of Allah mercy. I do my best to get closer to Allah but these temptations are still here even in Ramadan. I really need some advices.
Thank you my brothers and sisters!
I am a teenager with bpd. I take medication for my mood and for sleep. I was a very bad muslim back then, I wouldn’t even call myself muslim because I had bad friends and needed to find Islam. I do a lot of efforts to concentrate on my deen but sometimes I do impulsive decisions. I am scared to commit those disgusting sins I had done and I am very scared of the of judgment since we never when it’ll happen. When I commit those sins I do repent but I always feel like a hypocrite and that I am not worthy of Allah mercy. I do my best to get closer to Allah but these temptations are still here even in Ramadan. I really need some advices.
Thank you my brothers and sisters!