Nσσя'υℓ Jαииαн
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I was raised by my maternal aunt and uncle who had custody of me. My dads family had me for a month in the summer. My dads sisters were mere children when I was born, they thought I was a doll instead of a human they would dress me up and paint my face up and fix my hair. As I got to be a teenager after I came to live with my mom they would put provactivly clothing on me, paint my face up like Jezaebel and they seem to make sure they did this when MEN were visiting usually freinds of my dad or boys my age. I looked like a harlot and many times these men would come onto me and of course I rejected them and if they left my aunts would accuse me of being unfriendly to these men, they were company in the South hospitality is important and I should have sat down on their lap if they insisted after all they were being friendly and didnt mean any harm+o( I can think they were trying to marry me off and my father never stepped in and said a word about this. So I guess that is why now I feel the call to cover because I dont like being exploited and looked at like a piece of meat. I am married but if I were not I would want a man to judge me for my charachter, not my looks.
SubhanAllah...Allah guided your heart this far sis. This is why Allah tells us to cover, but people don't understand. This is where real liberation surfaces from
