Assalamu alaikum,
For some time I'm going through deep sadness, paralyzing kind of it, like a depression. The reason might sound funny to you all, but I really need to share it with you.
So, the reason why I'm so depressed is sudden realization of all of current suffering in this world by millions of living beings. Wars, hunger, torture, killings... Whatever you buy, there's suffering behind, or a death of someone and not excluding children. Then Yemen, China... I watched some difficult documentaries and seems like normal humans move on after that, but I can't.
I walk down the street, I look at the people and I see horrors behind every single thing they're using: phone, jacket, sweater
I know this is Dunya, I know it's all going to end... I know it's always been like this, since the beginning... But I just can't move on. I spent 3 days with Quran, trying to get better and it's so hard.
Need your support
For some time I'm going through deep sadness, paralyzing kind of it, like a depression. The reason might sound funny to you all, but I really need to share it with you.
So, the reason why I'm so depressed is sudden realization of all of current suffering in this world by millions of living beings. Wars, hunger, torture, killings... Whatever you buy, there's suffering behind, or a death of someone and not excluding children. Then Yemen, China... I watched some difficult documentaries and seems like normal humans move on after that, but I can't.
I walk down the street, I look at the people and I see horrors behind every single thing they're using: phone, jacket, sweater
I know this is Dunya, I know it's all going to end... I know it's always been like this, since the beginning... But I just can't move on. I spent 3 days with Quran, trying to get better and it's so hard.
Need your support