Mashallah, thank you for the replies may Allah S.W.T. reward all of you for the replies. I think that I am behind time in studying Islam, whenever I see a kid in a Masjeed reciting amazing surahs that I haven't learned or memorized, I would feel really slow and backwards. I could say that I did waste a lot of time on things that aren't related with Islam last time, but I also can say that I was always interested since I was a little kid. I still have trouble during the Khutbahs on Friday prayer when the Imam of the Masjeed starts to raise his hands, I would follow the same. When he says 'Ameen' I would also follow him by putting my hands against my face then let it go. Inshallah, I will try to find a Madrasah here if it's available.