Asalamu Alaikum everyone,
I reverted to Islam about 10 months ago. Before converting, I had spent the past 12 years or so being obsessed with filmmaking.
It was my childhood dream to be a movie director ever since I was 11 years old. I was constantly making films, writing, dreaming up ideas. I've had a very creative and imaginative mind and that has really never ceased. I was pretty serious about making it my career and I wasn't going to let anything stop me. I had moved to Los Angeles, worked for film production companies down there (although ultimately LA was not for me), and had written several scripts and directed several films.
Then I discovered Islam and realized that my religion and my passion could not coexist. So I dropped filmmaking altogether, went and got a business degree and got married. It was a complete 180 degree turn around from what I was doing, although I never really hesitated in giving it up.
I'm not saying that I'm regretting my decision or anything, but I do sometimes find myself dreaming up stories like I used to, which always makes me wonder whether Allah SWT gave me the gift of telling stories through movies and writing to see if I would be able to give it up for Him.
Has anybody else been in a similar situation? Whether it be a talent for music, drawing/sculpting or photography, etc? Things that move you creatively, but ultimately are not congruent with Islam?
I reverted to Islam about 10 months ago. Before converting, I had spent the past 12 years or so being obsessed with filmmaking.
It was my childhood dream to be a movie director ever since I was 11 years old. I was constantly making films, writing, dreaming up ideas. I've had a very creative and imaginative mind and that has really never ceased. I was pretty serious about making it my career and I wasn't going to let anything stop me. I had moved to Los Angeles, worked for film production companies down there (although ultimately LA was not for me), and had written several scripts and directed several films.
Then I discovered Islam and realized that my religion and my passion could not coexist. So I dropped filmmaking altogether, went and got a business degree and got married. It was a complete 180 degree turn around from what I was doing, although I never really hesitated in giving it up.
I'm not saying that I'm regretting my decision or anything, but I do sometimes find myself dreaming up stories like I used to, which always makes me wonder whether Allah SWT gave me the gift of telling stories through movies and writing to see if I would be able to give it up for Him.
Has anybody else been in a similar situation? Whether it be a talent for music, drawing/sculpting or photography, etc? Things that move you creatively, but ultimately are not congruent with Islam?