bluebell: What kind of 'argument' would you like? for people to feel sorry for you or for someone to heroically self-immolate so you'd not feel singled out from all of humanity or for us to individually air out our dirty laundry to satisfy something that's truly ugly in your soul which has nothing to do with the way you look on the outside? Allah doesn't exist because you perceive yourself as ugly.. that's why you're silly, and what you seek here is almost bordering on absurd but if that's the sort of counseling you seek then I hope you found what you were looking for! best, No, I did not want anyone to air their dirty laundry, you made that up. You seem to be an arrogant and depressed person like myself but are taking out anger on someone else. Fine. No, my "ugliness" is not perceived. I have experienced it through reactions of other filthy arrogant good-looking human beings, the so called creation of a "Beautiful" God. If God is indeed Beautiful, why does He create ugly things? Bluebell:btw as an addendum to the above.. Looks will only take you so far, if you don't have the personality, desirable character traits, self-confidence, maturity, religiosity, autonomy amongst many other things then I suspect the number one reason you're being turned down is your neuroticism. People pick up on those things! best, It could be that my neuroticism is related to my experiences which relate to how I look liked. You dont develop such much desired characters like confidence, bravery, self-dependence, positive outlook, calm composure, out of thin air. It all depends on how childhood experiences were. Yea I wish I was in a position to reject females. Now I look at it, I'd find enjoyment in rejecting people too, much like they have found in telling me "sorry I cant marry you because a Beautiful God made you look like sh**." No, I dont need your sympathies. I was here to only ask if a Merciful God whose mercy exceeds wrath does exist, then this is not Mercy. Bye.
