Hav Any Of U Ever Laid In Bed At Night,closed Ur Eyes And Thought About Death?its Weird That When You Do All Of A Sudden This World Seems So Unworthy And You Just Dont Want Anything.

Yes, more often than not. I even imagine seeing mulk-al-maut sometimes. It's like a shadow sometimes, with me 24-7. But I am not afraid, as if it's my Allah's will then I can die a million times for Him.
Lol, so many times I've felt like I'm going to die tonite but I just relax, read the kalimah and ask Allah to forgive me and go to sleep. It's actually funny when I wake up in the morning and realise I'm still alive! Im like Ohhh, I was sooo wrong! :giggling: