Brother Woodrow, it sounds as if you and I may have much in common.
My story is a simple one. I was raised in a Christian home and after several years of denial, accepted a calling into ministry. It looked, for a brief time, that I might be moving overseas and left my puplit as a result.
For several months previous to this, I had been studying various translations of the Holy Bible and kept discovering the innovation of man, rather than the inspired Word of God. This was a very low point of my life, as I began to question what my service in the puplit had really been worth. I felt very distant from the familiar comfort of my faith.
I began to look into Islam and the more I looked, the more I liked. The Qur'an is not this decade's version of a holy book, rather it is the same, unchanging Qur'an it has been for centuries.
As I continued to examine Islam, I once again could feel God's proximity, a feeling that I had been longing for. As I read bits and snippets from the Qur'an, I began to hear it's verses singing in my heart. I consider myself to be very fortunate, for I have heard God speaking to me, several times in my life and today was one of those days. His message was to clearly ask me what I was waiting for and why was I not declaring my faith. And this just two days before one of the holiest of days in Christianity!
I truly believe in the structure of Islamic faith. Far too many Christians are losing themselves in the relaxed and "feel good" nature of the modern church, whereas Muslims are daily reminded that we are to say and do all things, in fact live our lives to honor Allah (swt).
So you see, I believe that a large part of my heart has been Muslim for many years. It just took time for this "thinking man's" brain to catch up with his heart.
I thank Allah (swt) for blessing me with each and every one of you. Your encouragement and your welcomes are of great worth to me.