I can open it

the font is quite small on the black background. but nice pictures :statisfie
Jazaki Allah khyran.. I didn't want my last entry to be on top so I tried to make it the smallest font possible.. are the rest of them ok?
Oh WOW!!!!
MaashaAllah you have sooo much on it!!!
lol.. I didn't work on all of them in one day.. but am glad I was able to salvage many of them.. I started with 173 and I think now I have 78 of them which is fine.. alot of them were unbearable to read.. so cheeeeeeesy :nervous:
I am reading through now but thought I should interrupt and let you know its working. I really loved Cinnamon and Roses..after I've clicked submit reply, I'm getting back to reading again!!!!
Jazaakillah khair for sharing with us.
Allah yikhleeki.. I think I wrote cinnamon and roses in 2002
Wow thats some deep stuff! I feel abit sad now lol
wa3lykoum aslaam wr wb.. I think you are a sensitive person.. it is a lovely trait but I wouldn't call any of it deep.. it is all I can do from gag when I re-read it.. honestly I hope I feel better about it in the future.. for now I feel like it is the rant of a hysterical woman..
I am always amazed how women always seem very good in penning down their emotions and thoughts. I must say that your english is very good even for a little girl [since you said you wrote 13 years back] even the things you write about are heavy topics!
Well I wasn't much of a little girl, there is always that other option, that I am just old :embarrass .. most of them are about memories or dreams.. I think if you write dreams down, they will appear deeper than your every day thoughts.. for instance the first one twenty five piastres, was about a childhood memory I had back in the old country.. I used to always ask about God, and my aunt or mom would tell me that God is light, simple answer for a simple girl.. except I came from a country where they used to always cut off the light sporadically in different provinces and lanes so you can imagine my horror when I thought that God left (astghfor Allah) also I used to think that heaven and hell were in the atrium of my grandmother's yard, actually the entire poem/prose centers around my grandmother's old house, my at the time very myopic understanding of heaven and hell, God, angels, hell and punishment.. In the mind of a child they are strange and sometimes scary, and I wanted to remind myself of that so when I address my nieces or nephews, it is in a way that won't be firstly incorrect and secondly emotionally jarring .... took me a long time to make a paradigm shift and unfortunately I spent the entirety of my teenage years not practicing Islam..
Some times it is good to be optimistic even when things seem gloomy, the Prophet Jesus and his companions walked past a dead dog once and they all complained of the stench and how ugly it was, yet Jesus said what wonderful teeth it has! Moral of the story, try to see the world in a more happy way.
I am trying to make that switch now insha'Allah, although admittedly it is probably one of the reason I find so many of them unbearable, because they suck me back to a dark period I rather forget, although, we can't forget the things that shape our character?
Btw I really loved your blog, once I figure out how to subscribe I'll join lol
Jazaka Allah khyran, I am truly honored by that... I feel kinda special, especially considering how un-savvy I am with layout and such..:hmm:
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It works now! 
I'll check out later since I'm supposed to be doing my homework :X..it looks great tho!
Baraka Allah feeki .. you are so sweet I feel embarrassed now :embarrass
try
screengrab:
https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/1146 - printscreening is oldschool, if you've ever wanted to take a capture of an entire web page screengrab lets you copy or save the page as an image.
Jazaka Allah khyran akhi.. my brother gave me this new computer after I ruined the last one, and I am not sure but I don't think prntscrn works on it, when I try it, it just gives me a link not a picture? Maybe there is some other way, I hope to figure it out, but am grateful for your input and feedback :statisfie
sorry sister.... apparently the link that i sent you, the codes doesnt work.Neither does the other set of codes i found and tried. its so weird....
Really? that is a shame, I can't figure out how to use them but it is a disappointment to learn that they don't work.. I was kind of hoping they would imsad
Jazaka Allah khyran regardless, I appreciate that you tried them out for me and saved me the trouble of having to figure out something that would prove futile..
Baraka Allah feekoum..