Jazakallah Sister,
I am in need of every bit of help and dua's I can get. Allah alone know's what is my condition and what will happen to me on the day of Qiyamah. I accept all my wrong deeds and deny nothing and unfortunately when I look at my good deeds then I can clearly say I am bankrupt.
May Allah have mercy on me and the entire ummah of Muhammad Sallalahu Allaihi Wassalam. Ameen.
its ok my respected brother , just trust Allah The Most Merciful, when you strive to please Allah ,He The Most Generous helps His creatures to worship Him right and ease their lives and guide their way to the path of success...
having the strong and sincere desire of leaving something wrong and replace it with something good only to please the Lord of Al Aa`lameen would help you to reach your goal easly ..why? cause Allah helps those who strive in His cause and guide them to Him...laa ilaha illa Allah...
just don`t give up trust Allah and rely everything and all your matters on Him and never let the cursed satan let you down . he is weak stupid and one word of thiker makes him run like a chicken and Wa Allahi when Allah is in your mind heart and He Is all what you desire ,you will be happy no but the happiest ever...
"And He will provide him from (sources) he never could imagine. And whosoever puts his trust in Allah, then He will suffice him. Verily, Allah will accomplish his purpose. Indeed Allah has set a measure for all things. (3)" Surat At`Ta`laaq.
"The believers are only those who, when Allah is mentioned, feel a fear in their hearts and when His Verses (this Quran) are recited unto them, they (i.e. the Verses) increase their Faith; and they put their trust in their Lord (Alone); (2)" Surat Al An`faal.
satan is under our feet till the day of Judgement and he will remain there under our feet and we as the servants and slaves of The Most High and Praised One will never let him destroy our relationship with Allah ever by Allah`s willing...
May Allah love you and preserve you brother and all the Ummah Ameen ,as I see and feel deep within my heart , you are a good servant of Allah by Allah`s willing and may Allah make you the best of His servants and slaves ever and all the Ummah Ameeeeeeeeeeeen
feeling sad for Allah`s cause means that your heart is soft and still a live ,may Allah fill your heart with Taqwa Imaan His rememberance love and the endless peace comfort happiness and satisfaction and reward you with al Firdaws Al aalaa without being reckoning and all the Ummah ....Ameeeeeeeeeen
take the strength of these pure feelings and use it for pleasing Allah in shaa Allah...
may Allah be with you and all of us Ameeeeeeeeen.

, I can't believe I'm saying this but my alarm couldn't wake me up during public holdays. I couldn't even hear a word from my handphone, I don't know what went over me. Do you have any solutions?
again sleep early....
Easy, have a very loud alarm
that would help some people...
Jazakamullahu Khair for this info. Great and helpful tips!
Wa iyaki my sweet sister may Allah be pleased with you ameeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen