I told you guys about that incident where I tried using a fake facebook under a girl's name to try and contact my Muslimah crush, but stopped the plan before I could execute it....my father told her father....and all of his friends and associates.....I was feeling suicidal last night and told my mother I would overdose on ibuprofen, and started opening the pill bottle...but my mother took the bottle.....I drowned myself and hit my against the wall....but my mother dragged me out by the hair.....how do I deal with self harm thoughts?