After so long I am still having these issues. One of my main problems is a dream I had a very long time ago. Now looking at the interpretations I'm pretty sure I am doomed since everything has been set in stone. I just don't know what to do anymore. The one and only dream and it is an absolute nightmare of a vision. I have failed at everything in life. I am the loser of this world and the next world cause of the doubts in my mind. I did everything but my improvement isn't here yet and I can still remember that dream and the interpretation really doesn't put me in a good spot. I don't want to despair in Allah mercy but I just don't know what to do.