I am going to hell and i don't know what to do?

[JiminyCryket]

so i have been hearing voices for quite a while now, and because of these voice I have said horrible things to Allah. I called him things unbefittin of majesty. everyday now the voices are telling me i am going to hell, don't pray, and feeding into my doubts. the voices make me angry which in turns leads me to taking out my anger on Allah (swt), they keep hurting me and doing stuff to me. i think i truely am going to hell and there is nothing i can do about it. i have tried repenting for the words i said but my heart feels empty. it feels like allah has truely abandoned me to these voices and i am truely gonna suffer a punishment in this life and punishment in the next life.

i don't know how to repent for the things i said and i feel like my words and repentence are falling on deaf ears.

 

[Muhammad]

Assalamu alaykum,

You must ignore the voices as best you can and have trust in the mercy and forgiveness of Allah سبحانه وتعالى. Allah سبحانه وتعالى knows your struggles and your intentions. He hears your supplications and seeking of repentance. Don’t lose hope. Instead, try to increase in prayer, dhikr and recitation of the Qur’an. This will help to keep these voices away and strengthen your relationship with Allah سبحانه وتعالى. May Allah make things easy for you and protect you, Ameen.

 

[Marwan-Maroc]

God is the Most Great, Glory be to God, God is the Most Great, praise be to God, God is the Most Great, God is the Most Great, I testify and bear witness that there is no god but God and that Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) is the Prophet of God and that the Quran is from God, none are worthy of worship except God, everything in the universe exalt and praise God, God is the Most Great, I prostration myself to You, God is the Most Great, God is the Most Great, God is the King and Protector and Lord and Light and Ruler and Creator of the heavens and the earth and all things in them!---------These voices and whispers are from the jinns and devils, and it can be Satan himself.Satan whispered in my ears once and then sent his jinn dog after me, I survived a brutal and merciless attack, an immortal survival. Satan's jinn was too weak, he tried so extreme much to kill me, but I was too strong to get killed, furious evil animals, the hellfire is their rightful destination.The second time Satan whispered in my ears, he told me "Worship me and I shall give you everything in this life."I said no, it will never ever happen, on my life, on everything. Satan and his jinns and devil's and demons are master deceivers, this what they do, what they were created to do, their very specialist skill.Seek refuge in God from the evil in which He has created.Never ever listen or follow them.Those who listen or follow them shall burn in the hellfire with them.You must obliterate these evil animals.And God is our refuge.And to Him do we surely intend to return to!

 

[Rikario]

As salamu alaykum!

I am sorry to hear of your suffering.

I also had voices for about eight years tormenting me with cruel words.
I heard gun shots , woman moaning and my friends and family I was raised with say they pretended to love me and other nasty stuff.

I thought it was me who had good hearing and could hear what was going on in other rooms .

Islam has a form of exorcism from what I understand so maybe talk to your imam about that.

Also YouTube has recitations to remove shaitan so maybe you can listen to that.
Alhamdulillah it’s free.

I had a hysterical, intense , male I would feel and it was torture to feel him as my body would tense up in agony and spasm and etc
I thought he was a Muslim man actually with an intense horrible feeling spirit but maybe I was wrong .


What can we do …..

Pray !
Listen to kind encouraging words.

Please don’t think you are going to hell that’s too horrible a thing.

Have faith in the mercy and compassion of Allah.

Surely Allah would see your suffering and comfort you and reliev you from it and love you .

Ar rahmanir rahim !

 

[Rikario]

Also anti psychotic medication may help you and also a calming medication.

Please be kind and gentle with yourself and others and take good medicine to help you.

As salamu alaykum!